Tuesday, December 22, 2009

why im still in shah alam!!!???

since next semester i will attend practical training and having my final..lecturer plak bt klas waduh2 sdh bgt la x dpt blik...huuuuuuu~~~~
indu pada umah la....sume orng dh blik tggl aku sorng je kt blik ni...nsb de akak kt blakang sorng...
sdh tui...
nsb art direction dh abh!!lega skit walaupun keje cm pe je... tp x tau la kan klo fail yg 2 seyez!! x dpt g practical tkut~~ =(
harap2 lpas...

pda wak2 yang sma...disebab kan duk sni lme2 ari 2 19 &20 dis de comicfiesta weee seronnye!
tggl aku n mira je..kteorng pn grak la ke sunway pg2 sbb tkut amai sgt orng..


kwaii character from pandora heart alice

mmg amai nk mati!!! so many cosplayer wahhh this is my 1st time see them in front on my own eyes!! huhuh they looking sooo good =)
love it all of them...also meet kaoru comic artis!
hope can attend again next year!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

bad luck...=(

past 3 month i been study art direction...none of my sketches was approved~ i never been so down before.... last week i feel so so so down in my life...

i heart feel so in pain cause of this.... i cant even talk about this,i dont know how to explain
i want wanna cry but crying isnt bring me anywhere
i can't do anything...my artwork so bad,so stupid,im so slow pickup
i had no idea where i am going
the only thing that i do just hurting u(myself)
pls lend me a strength to do this over...and guide me to right thing
i cant keep do this to myself..i've lost confidence in my study..
what gonna happen to me in future??


eventho im down thx to mashi giving me an advise for this, im not giving up
and also others giving me support...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Experiment...


these are new artwork in photoshop..i just wanna try colour the drawing ..kinda bored
drawing without colour it...
1. this is just new 2 me to doing love between boys..its actually from my frens idea
2. for my frens about love
3. just random guy

1 will try different style,so still learning ^_^

november 1..^_^


lunch at the curve with my family...

cant remember the restaurant name ..=P
the embarassing part is that i have to sing in front of my family and all the workers there!!! ohh my.. O_o malu gle kot!!!! x mau aku...pas2 dh la aku ni cpt lupe lirik mmg x igt la..tgh kabut2 2 pn lg la x leh igt lirik..slalu nyanyi pn pkai lirik misti lost haha XD

my present from my frens....actually the 1st pic was just pic no chocolate donut..
bukan nk bg dunat kedekut tul mira haha
tp sbelum 2 kne la nagn diorng mlam 2 kne blik bedak ngan telur..adui skit nya kepala ku kne telur!!! seyez skit kne 3 kali 2, x pecah2 telur..benjol kapla ku!!!
seriusly..nsb dh elok huhuh ^_^

btw thx mira,ika,sofia,lia,kak ain nagn sume la
and my parent for my birthday present

ahhh not to forget all my fren thats wish
eventho most of it from facebook =P
and also msg in hp
tq!!!!


Monday, October 12, 2009

my collectsyonnn~~~

kawaiiii!!! (>_<)

sume bnde2 ni dh dpt tp bru dpt gmbo jd bru letak heheh
dpt dri en.izham heheh cumei2 solo pic..ari 2 gmbo bersma SSB =)

beberapa marker yg bru =)

hahhahah bilik ku and brang2 ku sja dh conquer blik adeh~~

my patrick!!!

leh ke x??

pe ni kawan makan kwan??!!! ntah pe2 la aku x pham tui orng skang ni...
mne kwan lbh elok..dh lme ke bru knl?? dh la klo nk tikam dri belakang baek x yah berkenalan ngan aku!
skit jwa na...
pura2 kwan lg skit2 jiwa..

cube jd cmni kn elok sume kwan...tlun sme laen...hei~~

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

stuck in the middle of the road???!

mse 2 lpas shoot cte fara kt pdang pas2 sume nk g giant...dh elok2 gembira dh beli brang2 tup..tup... mati enjin simpang nk kuar dri giant!!! mak aih plek gak ape ke hel......mse dlm kete 2 tgk sume pdam termsuk2 lmpu kete sume la...pas2 nsb baek la si nisa ni pndai dh mati enjin die ketepi...elok je cm park kt tepi...
pas2 try start enjin x dpt2 gak grak...adeh...malang na nsb ku hari ku kata..hahah XD
pas2(byak plak pas2...^_^) ika plak nk g tgk bola nagn blak dia...sian beliau dh janji2 stuck plak..msing2 pn call la spe yg leh..aku x tau nk kol spe2..tp gedik2 kol gak la mira ckp lmbt skit blik sbb kete x leh start hahahah pdahal bdk umah sume x leh bwk kete...kunci kete myvi pn kt aku...sengal la...

a)fara kol - bpaknya
b)ika kol - blaknya
c)nisa kol - ina suh bwk kete ika dtg sni
hehehhe aku kol mira x ken mengene =P

dh 2 blak ika smpi dlu die tlun la tgk2 pas2 leh plak start!!! malu deh sbb longgar bnde alah kt bateri..cik x tau sgt psl kete...(takut la plak nk blaja psl kete lpas ni!)^_^

pas2 msing2 berpecah..ika truskn g tgk bola,ina n dayah blik dlu,jd tggl ku,nisa n fara...pas2 tggu ayah fara sbb die dh onway...tup...tup..sbb dh leh start ayah die siap bg duit myak wooo!
seron...pas2 kami tgh penat pulang la pas2 pi bantai kt khulafa...elok2 tbe2 nk blik x leh plak..la pahal la ni jd blik ka???!

*nak tau sbenarnye x osak pn mlam 2 time g khulafa.dan2 upenye mse nk start kete 2 gear kt N/D---x igt =P...MMG x start la!!! malunye
upenye agaknye pnt sgt la 2 smpi lupe gear pn lpe dh nk tgk..cik pn lupe nk pi usha..igt kn pemandu maen2 ari 2..huhuhu...adui...

PENGAJARAN NA KT AKU...alang2 ambel la pengajaran la jua ye =D

new work...=)


this my new artwork with colour since i only have limit colour markers..so only this colour i can use =P...i need more color =(....uwaaa how long i will get this all colour!!!
this pic is a father and his daugther...sweet...=)

add more 2 colour....=) more money gone O_o gonna bankrupt soon!

aha this all figure was given by en.izham!!! hehehe so cute!!! all SSB members got ...
mine 1 is the little one wearing yellow cloth...=)

Monday, September 28, 2009

My reunion raya 2009!

ari jumaat de gathering kat umah syaz...kami dpt msg and bwk la pe2 so aku decide bwk air je la..nk bwk makann x tau nk bwk pe huhuh

aku grak nagn seha ptg 2..sbb seha x bpe sgyt ke umah syaz 2...die bt la gak sandwich
adeh x ambek gmbo plak ari 2...1st nmpak syafiq abdullah ngan ejal...tp jauh sgt mlas nk tgur huhuh
pas2 awal2 jmpe fatimah!!! uih mmbr lme sih!!!
lme gle x jmpe...terkejut ,pas2 cm biase muke fatin n fara hahhaha XDD
shireen plak x de kali nie...klo dh jmep fara x abh2 benti glak nye!!! adui skit prut aku glak nagn beliau...huhuhuh

mule pi lpas sat nagn mmbr skolah tek...pas2 g kt fatimah adeh sgan nye sbb dh lme x jmpe kn..aku sorng je plak duk nagn die..die nagn blak die n adek2 die lg la sgan...blak die frendly la gak....ima x ubah2 muke die sme je..huhuh x tau nk borak pe sbb dh lme sgt...pas2 borak pasl design(adeh! sengal la x de tjuk laen ke zam oi!!!)
tp trus kn je...sbb kteorng sme course..blak die pn sme eyh eyh upeny 1 klas..
dh 2 aku abh idea nk borak aku pi lari hahahah XD..g kt tirah..dh slam2 kne halau suh pi mkan hahhaha..g mkan sat tp x de slera sgt sbb gembira jmpe mmbr =P
pi sana pi sni..tp x se bz syaz la lg x bnti2 grak..hp pn x enti2 de je..huhuh

last2 g lpas ngan ejal..die duk sorng2 ape la jd pi la kt die borak2..pas2 ajak seha igt dh nk grak la lpas 2....borak2 sgt nagn ejal n syaz..pas2 kami grak..time2 last 2 la bncang igt sok nk g aye umah byak2...mule rncang g umah seha, aku,umah abg ejal kot ,umah zaki sume....
aku nk ajak ah leng die kn dkat je nagn umah aku huhuhuh
indu sih...lgpn die de ajak g umah cikgu shainisi ...jd skalikn je la =)

nnt smbg laen pnt menaip la plak hahahha..gmbo2 pi ayae pn sbo ye sume...kt camera lg la x transfer pn lg ^_^v

Worst day~.....

ok i know this story is quite long ago..but still this year..tbe2 cm nk tulis plak ble tgk nisa(ko bt kt blog pyer pnjang n detail abh!)
nk tulis tp cm x de mood nk bt...bgg nye msh x abh..im not sure either i should write here..quite personal but still..hurt my feeling...

klo nk bce yg detail...leh la bce kt nisa nye blog...disini

1st.BGG gle!
2nd.Malu gle!
3rd.WHY!!!
4th. i still cant believe it!!!

peristiwa ni berlaku tul2 soknye nk pose so mmg x sangke yg mmbr rapt sendri bt hal...klo ye pn plih time baek..tp mmg "joke" ni x leh trima...

klo nk bt "joke" exident and msuk icu!!! of course la orng igt tul!
dh la nk pose sok...bkn pe mmg x piqi lnsung bnde ni!!
aku dh ckp dh kt parent aku...malu dowh ckp padahal maen2 je
aku dh gtau sofia sbb die on9 mlam 2..nk bgtau mira tp tkut die dh tdo..
kul bpe kul 12 lbh time ..
aku dpt msg yg kte die exident...gle pegh aku x dh haluan duk piqi pe plak lak jd dh nk dkat pose2 ni...

pas2 nisa kol..lpas bpe min aku dpt msg 2...sora die dh gtar2 aku than je supaye aku x nangis gak...malu...=P
tp sora aku agak gtar nk jwp soalan nisa..die kte die nk g hospital time 2 gak..aku nk g tp dh kul bpe aku dh x trer jlan2 ni...piqi2 dlu...pas2 mira msg kt aku yg die tau DIe exident dri sofia....die nk pg gak hosptal..aku isau dh mlam2 jd aku igt pg sok la...n doakn die x pe2 at least aku misti jmpe die....
pas2 ade dpt msg pg 2 tp aku dh tdo prasan msg 2 time aku sahor....
aku cte kt mak aku..mak pn isau pas2 die x bg aku drve sok die tkut aku pe2 plak..so bpak aku nk anta...adk aku pn tau si die msuk hospital...ble blik bilik dpt msg nisa n die

Die: mtk maaf2 sume (x igt plak ayatnye)
nisa: suh jgn g hospital sbb buang minyak sume---aku pn plek asl cm mrah

aku pn plek gle ,pe ni?????????

aku msh x sedar yg ni sume gurauan smata2 soknye msg DIe..aku still tye DIe ok ke x truk ke sume..kete cmne...

pas2 die kte trang2 sume die kte maen2..trus aku x blas x angkat pn hp..aku marah gle n malu!!
aku x tau nk bg tau mak aku yg ni maen2 je...aku malu sgt igt nk tpu..tp sokney dh la pg kubur abg...bgtau je perkara sbenar walaupun malu thap 100%!!!!

smpi skang ase kekok gle nagn DIe ...im sorry 2 say but its what i feel and i cant back my feeling...kdang2 msih x cye mmbr rapt sendri bt cm2 until now..ape motif..nk test my love 2 u??!!!! so i need more time 2 settle down...

snarnye x leh nk lupekan perkara ni sbb time die bg mmg tkut sgt sbb abg bru je pg..kalo mmbr pg...mmg sdh sgt...im not gonna said every feeling here..too personal...

PS: nisa ko tulis blog ayat ko kelakar na!!! hahahahah sengal la leh bt lwak lg...

Friday, September 18, 2009

selamat hari raya 2009

di sini cik mau mengambil kesempatan utk ucapkan slamat hari raya maaf zahir batin..huuhu sdh hmpr berakhir kte berpuase...kni utk menyambut bulan syawal yang mulia utk tahun ini...yg x puase abh ponteng2 2 sdar2 la dri anda..jgn over aye..yg berbt salah time2 pose sile2 la mtk maaf....x baek tertrusan..( pe aku ckp nie) ayat tggang langgang hahahah XD...anyway...maafla kpada sesiap yg pnh trasa ngan aku ke pe ke..klo x dpt kad aye 2 ..hrap maklum la kad limited n setem n alamat pn sme..huhuh

thun ni x bpe nk aye sgt =( sbb sume mcm lari je...yg x disangke yg terjadi..so ape yg kne lalui ttp dilalui...mse x leh stop kn...everything is not in our hand is fate...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN KEPADA SEMUA DAN KELUARGA...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

today~

i was so boring these days..all my roomates were return 2 their home...me?? pe lg byak sgt keje kne la bt dlu kang x tenteram nk blik...x pe save for the last mggu pose nnt ngan family ^_^
bru lg nikmat kerinduan i2 ehheh...

sbb kn boring + x de idea, g menyimpang lukis2..bkn nk bt keje...=P
nmpk 2 ha a2 kt blkang x pnh2 lukisan...huhu

at same time i was searching for drew seeley(the 1 who sing as zac efron in HSM)i saw
justin bieber video..hes 1 little cute kid...ya a kid this year he a 15..dude! too young for get too into him =P..but hes cute and he good singer~ i like~~ ^_^


Thursday, September 3, 2009

1st time using copic sketch marker


just got scan this pic ^_^(better view =)


my 1st attempt to use colour...its hard! but i will try my best to improve my colouring
the weird thing when i choose those colour i thought too dark!
when i play around with the colour,its turn out ok...huh~~~

only for this colour i spent rm 70!!!
gosh! but i like it the colour is worth to me ^_^
ahh yg air 2 smlam nye ye..aku pose tau!

ke kinokuniya-->ke midvalley-->the garden O_o

it was tired like hell!!!
Pagi 2(x de la pg sgt dlm kul 11) grak ngan skali ngan mira,ika
ke KL central dri padang jawo'----
leh plak onway ke KTM pdang jawa de pakcik teksi 2 meleter psl kaum x senon igt spe
nak jugde orng cm die perfect sgt je...hei i2 la orng melayu(x baek la klo g2)
gado bsar2 kang retak malaysia kte 1 malaysia kn...hehe =)
pas2 msuk politik plak mak---duh! pakcik kami student! x yah la leter pnjg psl politik oi!


gmbo kt KTM padang jawa...
1st time naek kt sni slalu kt KJ je... =P

bersma mira,ika,supia menunggu train yg x smpi2..peluh2 abh 2...hehehe
dlam train bhan ika sbb die x duk sbelah pakcik sdg tdo mhal 2 shot 2...mne pi gmbo 2 x igt letak mne hehe ^_^
lepas 2 dh smpi kt Kl central pisah la kami ber 3,supia ngan aku,mira ke ou( pe lg tgk ss01 die la)
ika blik umah die..msing path laen2...


pe lg I nak pi beli marker colour aku la( copic sketch marker)!!! mule2 pi kt kinokuniya tgk bpak skit dienye marker 2..nak sgt gak g la tmpt yg disyor kn oleh toounit(deviantart) *ske gle artwork die!!! love at 1st sight la kte kn dlm artwork die!
tmpt 2 igt kn dlm mid upenye slap kt the garden sbelah midvalley! sian supia dh la pose ikut gak la kehendak aku ni..tp nk sgt x than!
tp x pe alah sup dh de ngan mag die kn hehehe ske la 2 ngan laki2 die 2 ^_^v
dh smpi ambek ko ha!!! 2 gmbo atas 2 gmbo yg available kt kdai 2!! superb!!
nnt nk jd member la next time dtg..heheh
tp harga marker die pergh!!! lg bankrupt aku 1=rm 14.50 asenye..O_o so beli yg slalu gune je..laen beli kt master art je la

bersama sup mengambil gmbo suasana perkmpungan kt midvalley..ai biase la nk aye dh kn ehehe...

ni gmbo anak sdra lia Zahara(bdak uma swa) cumei bgat!! ish2 ambut die sejibik ngan akak sdra nye hahahh XD cumei na..sje letak sbb tulun die transfer gmbo =)...de sorng lg snarnye zahirah..lbh kurang je tp kck lg...


uwaarghhh penat gle la ari nie ..sampi sni je ..x lrat igt nk rehat2~~ nk charge body smpi 100% energy..eh2 cm mafia wars plak de energy ^_^

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

in class september 2~

dlm kelas ari ni sambung keje ari 2 trace surat khabar...tgk 2 ha ameer smangat na...ari nie mood die senget skit haha XD...bersma shera,mash n fara melayan bdk 2 huhu---jgn touching ye ameer huhu~

pas2 mlam g bka sme2 ngan bdk2 klas kt wak dol kopitiam...service hatui! mkan ok la kot...harga agak mhal =(

pas2 bt blaja psl 3D...blaja2 psl angle...funny na bdk2 yg kene divolunteer huhu..=) nsb x kene...hehe

bergmbo sbelum klas 3D start(sempat lg ye..=o)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

my passion 2 drawing~~


adeh sjak akhir2 ni nak melukis je tp malangnye pen& marker de nie je..nak colour utk skin pn x lepas...2 colour warna pokok leh la kot..huhu mhal owh marker ni 1 prismacolor dh la rm7.50 mati cik nak beli utk puluh colour...>=o

kalo la de dpt dri spe2 atau dh kaya dpt la cik beli huhuh...cmne la bdk2 yg x de gaji lg dh leh beli sume ni...huhu lpe parent kan de...tp nk mtk utk byak2 segan la gak...bkn snang2 leh dpt duit =(


arghhh!!! i need those colour!!

Monday, August 31, 2009

my blog???

i just started and total blank dont know what 2 write...adeh~~ nk tulis pe nie amai na orang bt blog skang..bt jua la kang ketinggalan zaman la plak..klo de mse bt je la...ehe ^_^

ughhhh x tau la! nnt la...
dgn kje x siap2 keje advertisement & art direction..idea x kuar lec grang nk mati!!! lec yg x penah puas ngan keje student gle ke pe....O_o


ni ha keje pn.eli mak aih x grak2 pening sih....eyh de gak aku nk tulis nie ye ehe...