Sunday, July 3, 2011

music



i miss attending gigs.... well i dont actually loyal on gigs performance all this years jut few gigs around here...never went gigs that held in KL.. well some people might think gigs where place u waste ur time listening loud music and so on..and do more sins.. well thats the reason im not that active attending those kind of stuff..these days those kind place our people always make unappropriated stuff..sigh...
i love the place full with crowd that exited when the music were started play..it does not matter of rock/punk music...i just love normal song and even slow music gig.. but still enjoyed the performance... especially our favourite band is perform upthere...is just amazing feeling that takes control my heart.... just awesome.... =)

Saturday, July 2, 2011

searching~

when theres the time i want to rise there always thing that holds me back... i cant even think straight for some reason...the deeper i think the deeper i lost...i wonder how lost will i be... i should take time think about my future...sighh i always think about my future but i end up in wrong path.... i cant reach if i stay this way =.= where should go and what should i do..i think i dont actually get want always want it...am i that greedy?? i dont satisfied for myself dammit! well my parent support me my friends always from why the hell im still not satisfied... i not archiving the want i really want for myself... the study well i really love graphic design but sometimes i think just want tp pass the pointer thats all... graduate well out would from university need that certificate to work...of course theres people can work without it... then what i really want??? do people really think that what they really want for themself??? or they just satisfied whatever they have right now... i always want to do something new for my self...but theres boundaries for that either i wont pass those limitation... i guess i still searching for it....what i want to do...