everything have a reason to happen.. why things happen, why people change why the worlds is changing... its depend on us to decide whether it's for good or bad.. sometimes bad things happen because of a good reason... well example that i could think of now i feel like shit right now doing my final project well if i didnt work hard for my final i couldnt get my good result isnt it? haha
but thats just 1 example
i got angry,im happy,im cautios, im inspired, im excited probably because of someting, when i think about again, its true i dont do or feel it if i wasnt driven by something that push me..
i feel suffocated from these minds that full of question thinking about reason that happen. thinking too much might lead me to -ve thoughts so i just might draw my attention to another stuff..
"The reason I talk to myself is that I'm the only one whose answers I accept."
sometimes i feel i want to go further beyond my limit..
i should just take the risk and do that challenge me, the thrill and result could change what i am now... not just being tired from doing what i am doing now
im so flat rite now~ i dont feel the passion, the affection, the intensity of being as graphic designer.. yup i dont usually called my self a graphic design cause i dont feel like it.. i feel i havent archieve to be a graphic designer...
but i do
i love design i love colours i love space i love simple i love pattern and texture, i love the communication between visual and words that can be some meaningful tools to touch people not just for business..
i not very good in explaining but i wish someday through my work that can be something meaningful and can communicate and tell about anything.
i hope in the future i will grab anything that given to me, eventhough" i think i could try" would be " i can. i can do it". The more risk and not afraid of what will happen can be powerful tools to archive something.
dont let others let u down and always doing what we love =D
its been a while i write anything here... a bit busy with my final project.. past few days i keep thinking about my self... what have i done to my life... sometimes i keep lose track for my self.. i wasnt thinking deeply...
i was snap with something when i listen to mr.brooks =D
some words that touch my heart.
"It is better to keep silent and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt." "It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation." "Better to fight for something than live for nothing." "In prayer it is better to have a heart without words than words without a heart. " "Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light."
hope these word can help to stand up and gain my sense about what i live in.
pls help me and guide me to a better path. give the strength to get through all test and trial that been upon on me. i should believe in my self.