Saturday, May 11, 2013

needed

i miss here...

there are so many things that i want to share but i just did not manage my time to write latest post about
my life. I feel so happy working in my company things doing so well
im not stress but tired its normal, i do what i love to do and this is great.

Lately i was preoccupied with things that i wanna have. Its probably a want not a need. I know i sound childish but i was not easy me to control my feeling. I never had a chance to buy the i love with my own money. The previous working experience , i was 17 and  just finish my SPM i didnt know what i want and the money finish just like that. Since working in the field that i really love the money felt really great but im still new its not easy and finish just like that. Its not a bad thing right to give me a good time or moment to yourself for what you have done.



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  z a m i l l i a

Saturday, April 6, 2013

late night

Salam, 
Hi,

Since i do not feel really sleepy i thought i want to write something tonight. Today i meet my cousin, she eventually living in Shah Alam and very not that far from my rented house. So i thought she is here i would like to meet her and its been a while.

Afterward i meet my friend near the curve but end up we hang out quite far O.o, i wish i could know a lot of place so i can just hang out  you know. It is very nice place, very lovely the environment so beautiful and it does not like other place to eat food.
i really like but i have no idea to capture the whole restaurant  called "i cant remember shoot!"heee =D
the place to sit was really different there were place that have cushion, metal chair, wood and each place was different. I am not sure whether the restaurant open until when but probably late night.
The price? hmmm i think probably around secret place or more? huhuhhu not really sure because i just order drink. I went there with my friend was late already so i dont really want to eat heavy food. The place is quite far you know, i meet her at curve then go to this place?! O.o it is like going back and forth for her. 

And she gave it to me as a thanks let her car park at my place. It was not that big deal because it just one car and i literally did not do anything =.=" But it is really cute still can buy gift while she was on assignment. I probably do not remember anything while doing anything T^T
Although in my office got have a lot of work i still can think about other stuff, but when i used to study and keep having memory lost hahah. I cant remember or thinking to much and end up sleeping a lot but not a proper time. 

ohhh i am getting sleepy i should go to bed now~

Till again nite =3
zamillia

Thursday, April 4, 2013

awesome day!

today was really unexpected day at all and turn out a great day!
as usual i was continuing my jobs and then i heard they like preparing for guest this morning. At some point i heard zizan name hee!
then i try to heard properly and which true that he was coming! hahahha
i get so excited!! 
i cant focus and so sudden few of them was like teasing me for getting exited including my boss! O.o Woaah!


i was a big deal because i did say to my friend that just before i start working that i might meet zizan was my courage and one of reason to choose this job xDD( x sangke cpt sgt jmpe ha!)
i was sooo nervous i cant even say "nice to meet you" or talk to him
i was like nod and smile and keep nod again haha
the moment he step in, i cant even do my work, i keep like looking my phone whether i should take his picture( OMG! i sounds like pervert *^*)
ohhh btw!! he did mention that he become the duta for the xperia z!!! dude! i feel honor~
i should be stop talking or i will sound like really obsess fangirl =.="
 my mom actually laugh when she heard my story who did i meet today( well i feel great because since she is my mom but can be my friend too... i shared stories with her,i do not do that before,  maybe i was young and immature about it)

ya i got this with own money! hhahahha 
there was an event at startbucks so i thought of hang out a bit. Catching some stuff i had really good time today =)

i should be writing more but i am so tired today~ and happy too of course~
Writing properly was the reason behind to start back my blog regularly


i going to bed~ 

thats all for today. =)

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

respond

i totally forgot to write last night, i had stuff in mind so lazy to open my lappy~
huhuhhu seeing my lappy in work definitely makes me wanna to have distance for a while in a day

remember this patrik! hahaha cm paprik bunyinye
i just notice that i had this for 5 years already. i bought it in the early of my diploma years. i bought it with nisa and she takes spongebob and i will take patric. I love him so much in spongebob! he is sooo funny! the best momment when he was like "uuhhhhh" and some more "uhhhhhhhhhh" and a little drool on his mouth makes me love him so bad! hahahhaxD
but some poeple wont see it because i dont usually makes obsess things in my life. It just not me, i looks too weird. 
Yesterday this little guy was been passing all around the office, they wanted to transfer and transfer stuff and i was like asking the 1st person who borrowed it" umm just checking u did have my pendrive right?" i was soo worried , thats so silly! 
and today he ask for it so politely! O.o woahhh malu gle
he must be thinking im gonna worried again taking the pendrive
and also this 1 guy... i need something from him and i gave him my pendrive and he said" ohh this was urs?" i thought who was it attach with worn patric on it. (worn patrik??!! =.=" sedih!) haha
FYI the pendrive was not from the same year i bought patrik, i used to lose my pendrive because it was too small and i put patrik so i will be easy to locate it.

this is my latest project.. ice cream yum! 
i dont do drawing so much in this company just design but still love th jobs
still miss drawing~ -.-
i think my lappy getting slow ~_~
taking few minutes to save~
should i upgrade my ram?? 
T^T bru igt nk beli ukulele~ ive been dying to buy it
saw it in the paradigm mall with my cousin! and the promoter use the thingy to play jason mraz song, 
lg la!
ouhhh since then the ukulele was in my head! O.o
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my pause are still here....
i need to clear the pause T^T

thats all for now~
till next story =3

Monday, April 1, 2013

1st week of April

My mom said did u get any april trick for today? well the truth is i do NOT celebrate april fool but i do think whether i will get any april fool today because u know, the company was full with u know. Luckily i didnt get any~ ^^"


And if i may i have a great start for this month yeay! i feel great waking up in the morning and drive to office. Eventhough i did came early, i mean way too early! i was about 1 hour early because i thought i would be caught in traffic jams. There was a lot of car but still not that bad because i reach the office in abou 20-30 minutes. My boss already back from a trip and i get nervous a bit but better still shy but not with my partner, i did open few conversation =.=" haha this is sound so silly(i hope there no one is reading this from my company) so embarrassing~

I still have not received any document to sign~ a  bit worried and my parent like asking the same question everytime i went back. Moreover, the staffs were busy all the time! i could not ask because i was also preoccupied with other things and at the same time teaching my partner O.o.
I think i get really bad migraine lately @-@
i mean really bad! not like was when im still in university. I felt like throw up after work. It was not that stress working there, but it just maybe me who are thinking too much and keep worried.

well thats for today, let sleep!



Friday, March 29, 2013

new experience

i have interesting day this week, i suppose to write this earlier but got caught up with loads of work! i cant imagine in my 1st week of work already got 2-3 project to work on...=.=" and after i finished i have like 2-4 more project on the line~ uughhh i only have 3 month prohibitions and if i mess up i might end up getting fired! =.=" the boss said they dont actually need graphic designer so thats the reason I'm in the prohibitions~

Alhamdullilah i already start working and it was amazing company to start with...i was about to give up and start to relax finding jobs as graphic designer. I got so boring and annoyed with these interview but nothing in return~ and finally the last 2 interview i had in the same was unexpected calls. Both of the company actually offer me a job.  I was like in dilemma whether which one i should go, the nearer or the other one with really interesting place?
When i think what i want in the 1st place and what was i searching , so i choose the best for me and just think the positive side that i can gain in the company.
The place is amazing full with nice people even the boss! but of course is me the one always afraid with boss and keep mumbling and do silly things. What is more surprise i got a student in my 1st week!! dude! its me the one should be learning not the other way around 0.o"  
Well she's is great and makes me feel a bit ease cause i have like a partner and that is awesome~ hehehe
im totally gonna need to improve my english because i really hate the pause between my speak! its the worst things ,i feel like i want punch into my face every time i mess up my speech~ 

i probably become the MOST boring person there~ because i keep silent and my shyness keep growing especially when the boss is around~ >////<
on my 1st day i had like a discussion or should i call brainstorming between the staff and there comes a big headache! i cant keep up man~ i didn't know the hell is going on! the funny part i was just like nod ALL the time!  hahahhaxD
1st day - tooooootally down.


went out with my new sister in law and my cousin! really awesome day!
had really good time! ^_^

learning to play on rainy days~
50% got it edy! ^^v



Thursday, February 14, 2013

basic

hohooo bru skang nk blaja blik basic~
2 la dlu x nak blaja tul2 mse klas pak mat =.=" hehe



mirror~

Friday, January 4, 2013

clean up


wahhh its been a while... tired of cleaning up my room! huh!