Listen of heart

lets sleepp Zzzzzz

2012-01-29T01:20:00.000-08:00

sleep... my lovely body~~ XOXO

Unfortunately

2012-01-27T11:29:00.001-08:00

sometimes i feel ur not even related

sometimes i feel u not even the person i knew before

ur are NOT!

what happen?

perhaps..

fine...

u just make worst

what happen to ur family

ignore?

just money?

if u think the person makes u happy. i fine with it, just dont left ur family.

Ya Allah tuhanku tolong la kembalikan dia di sisi keluarga...

what are u so scare of?

2012-01-15T09:10:00.000-08:00

WHAT, THEN???

decide!

Breaking & Entering by Tonight Alive.

: my feeling right now =( :

weee

2012-01-10T09:29:00.000-08:00

yay i got corel back... ssh btul 2 -3 ari crik info nk btul kn... new ver os x ni pyah btul la... sume x compitible T^T.. x de game!! braiii~~ nk maen gian game dash pn jd la hahhaha xD

angry birds borink la xp

yeay new painter software here i come~~ nak korek2 cre gune hahah xD

not bad tp x sme cm sai.. sai simple lg la kott this one more advance but my inspiration artist use corel so x pe la trus kn usaha eheee ... mlas lukis btul2 tgn je xP

k skang bru leh tdo tenang dpt corel hahahahhahaha xD

major x nk plak cuak truk sgt dh ko ni zammm O.o

unsettle feeling

2012-01-06T10:43:00.000-08:00

its been few days thinking about this since i got the msg... hati x pnh nk senang... bru je abh sem laps....hati dh rasa tenang skit.. happy je... ble dpt msg ni rasa nk mrahhh je, cm nk crik pasl je! ase nk sepak2 nk trajang nk tumbuk ssume la!!

sakit hati ble bce... tp sndri bce beberapa kali T^T

of course i read it few times!!! x puas ati kot!!!! uuughhhh

i wish to draw or tell mira about it ... tp mira x dpt2 nk chatting pas2 nk lukis plan mood lukis x de la best men =(

so sni la ase nk lepas gram..

cte kt mashi cm terganggu plak ari 2.. tp dh abh dh pn..klo asik cte je pn x besh... tp die pn tau cmne, she had same experience with me... orng yg x pham2 bhase ni.

skang de orng tgh plak penyibuk!! she suppose to be on my side... why is she on the other side!!!! F***!!!!! aduiiiiiii yg pling worst i can't do anything... yela klo ngamuk bilk pn cm mengecohkn keadaan and things will getting worst... ikut kata hati nk blas blik >=O , yg lain mmg la leh bt "pndai" je diorng tebal muke... dh gado pn leh senyum2 balik, ambek gmbo sme2~~ eh eh2 DASSSssss! ... plek btul klo orng 2 dh menyusahkan x yah la nk kendeng2 lg...

uihhh bgg btull la x tau cte both side nk assume... u only hear from 1 side!!!!! and then assume I'm the problem??? ( hmm tp cm aku nk cte mmg x la) she's even not sound like the person i knew before.. berlagak gle. syg sgt dunia 2!! kemana sgt dunia 2 abh duit ada la!! say sorryy??? wak lu!!!!! aku x slah la cilanat!! mmg la cte psl aku,bruk2 kn nme de la 2... klo x, x de la nk nmpk aku yg slah. Saying im not mature... spe x mature skang rasanye...

u LOVE that person so much??!!! then go la ,why do i need to back in zone. u go ahead love all u want. people who doest appreciate other people,why do i need to appreciate back.

ntahhh laaa tgk sume je melayan die, yg x suke pn leh hugging2 bagai itu pn kte lonely lg haktui! x pnh bersyukur!

in memory

2012-01-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

jum dgr joe brooks kasi tenang skit ati... ('_')

let make this heart better k...

today....2nd of january ..... Alfatihah kepada arwah angah...

its been 3 years... i miss him ;(

selamat thun bru 2012...

random awesome

2011-12-24T06:20:00.001-08:00

before we begin reading lets play this song...random awesome by Yuna =)

ohh don't forget to pause my music on the right side of this website =3

kang overlap the songs xP

wall of my memories in 2011... ya its like yuna song... random awesome year for me...

i had so many experience and memories within this year...

it just happen... i won't forget this moment with all my friends and family.

The laughter,smile,happy and sad the bitttersweet memories.

1st of all... i want to apologize to mugen production I'm sorry i didn't gather all of u in the cinemini...well i didn't expect u guys understand but i am really proud being with u guys..korng sgt best to work together as partner..of course there are certain time we had a bit problem and some conflict among us( ahaahhaha cm dlm pembelajaran pak kamal je). Tq to sun our director because of his chosen music video he accept me as team member..and there's other member.. cat...terharu gak he want me in their team, pas2 mashi and putsi lastly penang. all of us become quite a good team member.every1 has their own strength thats make me us stronger...

Tq for being a great team members... ada cm2 jd kte still berkekalan.(knp cm ayat cintun!! hahahhaxD)

Tq and Sorry kepada mash and puts slalu dgr aku merungut and klo de pe2 slah ckp, semua x sengaja sbb terlalu penat agaknye... behavio pn sme sbb aku slalu merungut..korng bkn 1 team pun slalu dgr aku merepek meraban~~ =.=" iznie ngan patul korng delete muke aku nangis tau! ahhahaah malu >//////<

Tq for ayie sbb slalu support kteorng... there was a time i was down cause of MV project but then when i read a status of supporting us Mugen... i feel better.

mmg dh rasa beliau ni pn part of us Mugen =)

btw sjak berputik2 semoga berpanjangan put & aie =)

a great moment with these guys.

from right: put , aie , me , cat , mash , sun

Tq to Dichi Michi because they collaborate with us without payment and give commitment to help us do the MV..they don't even complain do ii with us amateur production.. in fact they really cool in person very funny xDDD

to our main talent ama and iqi have agree to be in our music video tq ^_^ u guys looks great in MV thx to our editor(put) and asst editor(cat) 22 great in editing and camera...working as a great partner great work guys..Our director(sun) be there and don't abandon others, of course dengan falsafah2 huhuh. Without scriptwriter(mash) x lpas2 dri pak kamal thx to her.

not to forget our friends ,our classmate walaupn bz because with same subject..they come down to help us to complete our MV... i really appreciate what they have done! TQ so much guys for supporting us... thx to all people that join in our mv. I'm having si much fun working with u guys... its an awesome and tiring experience..something i'll never forget >_<

truthfully i feel really happy i could cry =')

looks familiar???!! ahhahahaha xD mmg la ni game cm dlm production!!!! hahaha terigt la gle!! ni terjmpe mse main2....sejibik cam keje shooting2 kteorng... opera shop dash...adeh only me are not in there.. aku la 2 art director je x de huhuh.. dlm ni producer byakk keje ha!!! sume die handle

ni 2nd group for last sem.. for multimedia animation.. from right mashi, sun, pan mat( errr ni lec ye), me and fatul.. 4 of us do a TVC for harapan si kecil...last post i already told about the this so skip it... animation group acah-acah production... walaupn last min cm2 berlaku gk dlm group ni... anyway congrats guys for us ..x pasal2 mnang animation ni....seronok tgk korng cte mse cinemini smangat abh ,ngan sun2 smangat xDDD... we got each 1 kaca kaca cinemini 2... lucky us yey! x de la nk rebut2 hahahha xD

congratulation also to salute production..their work "kasut" totally awesome!! salute!!!

tgk 2 smpt lg bt birthday suprise =)

eventhou behavio group kjap je but we still hang out together...diorng ni pn slalu support and slalu glak ketawa...tgh sdh2 pn let glak2 lg huhuhhu so its nice feeling there.. laughter is the medicine...its been a long time i don't have other group..last time with ssb...lost and gain better one right? tq for everything =)

they even thoughtful giving me birthday surprise!!!! WOW i don't actually expected...mashi pn complot gak upenye huhuhuh

ada nok lg 2 hahahahahaha xD tq guys... chot,mash,patul,iznie k.fazi =)(nmpk sdap kn kek ni?? mmg pn!!sheeeedaakkKKKnyeeee!!!)

byak btul birthday disambut mule2 chot, me pas2 cat pas2 sun O.o... mashinye x smpt nk smbt msing2 sbuk agaknye... tp smpt la beli kek pda beliau(tiada bdak sem ni hahaha xD).. iznie plak sian dienye besday accident... blik2 x de lnsung msa terluang jd x smpt menyambut =.=" yg laen2 pn smpt wish je...

guess what? we are in degree and still I'm still with mash.. hahaha yup we are still standing and we gonna get through degree show together again!! but this time we gonna have other people with us. let's learn together people! \^^/

good luck =)

Till next year 2012..hope will be a greater year =)

PS: mr.brook!!!!! muaaahhhh \^o^/

hello mr.brooks

2011-12-20T18:31:00.000-08:00

early in the morning... i miss hearing mr.brooks song.. >_< i need his song to fill my dup2 huhuh

ok 1st of all i want say happy birthday sun ..last night we celebrate a bit with chocolate cake.. hope his happy walaupn x de la nk bling2 bedak ke pe kn...

huhuh x de gambo lg x transfer.. later i post entry about his birthday with vid~(sjak production2 ni asik video je xP)x ambek lg kt mash =.= smlam tdo lmbat, nok la ni! siap kne mrah suh tdo hahahahah xD

anyway ada tertusuk gak smlam...i heard it one of my frens said... well maybe some people will think of it...but its ok..its just u know only me know my feeling about it.. i promise to myself.. and to my late brother...hmmm i really miss him...

its been almost 3 years...

back to reality dude!!! kk almost finish uploading music video reality dan fantasy~~

sbbkn ramai nk tgk ni upload2 cpt ...kt cinemini x tyang kn haaaa mai2 kte tgk over here

Purpleapple

2011-12-19T07:44:00.000-08:00

purple apple = apupple should be my lappy name sounds cute eyh huhuhhu >_< lets make him be my new partner as designer whuahahahhaha i will having really good time with him =D still need time to gentle with him =)

thats quote above should be a fresh ones or to be eaten hahahhaha mlas nk btul kn...lantak pi la, it shows to myself actually.... whether i am ready for new semester or be beaten up for this semester =.="

i definitely got beaten last sem...for real....

today... i went to cinemini...i know! i said i don't want to but i did...=.=" anyway... i realize that even i hate it very much but seeing my frenss around me so happily for me got me thinking other way... i should be grateful... we won 4 awards for acah-acah production(i have no idea how???)... huhuhhu

seriously apupple!! come on! he keep correcting my spelling prob...alaaaa orng nk memang nk tulisan cm2 la cengih!! ಠ_ಠ

good and bad news

2011-12-17T10:00:00.000-08:00

well lets start with good news =)

look this cake!!!! oiiishiii!!!!! hhahahah i made it my self!!!! really delicious cake..its cheese...usually i don't eat cheese but this cake not bad... its called red velvet >_<

i want to give my frens especially behavio and mugen =D

hrap smpt bg sbelum abh ahhahahahaha xD

ok the bad news for me! well tomolo is cinemini event... i don't want to go! let's make sure i don't go... i keep having 2nd thoughts of it... beside its not our production vid in the list... =.= thats kinda sad at least should be in the list.. its does not matter we win or not just in the list so the people in vid can see it themselves sighhhh...

serabut abh hidup lpas last sem... i can't keep organize in everything... i keep off the track... what should i do... do list? make a schedule?? i keep feeling like something is missing in my heart...it is not a great feel in i tell ya... seriously....=(

restart

2011-12-09T05:55:00.000-08:00

my recent artwork... lack of everything... well I'm trying using new software actually... corel painting...its not easy as sai though...VERY different =( but what to do... i need to learn it from the beginning..... anyway....actually its quite interesting software tho.... i kind like it but i need time to get use to it....

i feel like in the pic right now...only my hearts know why... i don't want to think about it... i will just feel anger and sadness growing in me

♫ hirari hirai by miku

foward

2011-12-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

today was a bit special..its my parent wedding anniversary...well i didnt remember at 1st.... =.= my mom tell me in the car...i bet my dad forgot about this date 4/12... i was hoping diorng g dinner ber2 romantik skit huhuhuhuh.... but end up going out with m and my brother xP.... adooiii

well we spend together going at pc fair.... huuuu my wishlist does not available at pc FAIR!!! shooot i could have it by now~~ but its ok i just be patient... guess what i havent actually see my result yet..i am too afraid to see my result for last sem...seriously i feel like shittt!!! >=o
i feel like i am not moving foward from what i really want... sighhh this is seriously cm pe...sedih sgt ni...i feel like mood on, i getting....i dont knowww.....
i really do love graphic i love to make design... but sitting on my bench for hours sound really sucks! ya its really sucks.. feel like ur whole body gonna break...thats why i really need a break this holiday.. i was hoping i can get good vacation.... ha im asking too much..i knoww.... x bersyukur pn la ko ni zammm.. truk daaa ni =.=

anyway... past few days... well i sat with people who does mlm... i guess mlm people are really desperate.... i still DONT CAREEEEE about ur s**t f****ing businesss i love my studies i own my diploma by myself i had my parent lecturers n frens beside me to walk those path... i still not believe why those people thoughts that they can drag me into mlm... i still dont care about people that got 30-60k in a month! i want to do GRAPHIC!!... i jus...t.... didnt find it myself in the path yet.... i knewwww i will be taking a long journey to be in the top designer....ya last sem i becoming weak and weak... i always in bad mood. keep getting mad for no reason, not a very good quality for my work, i cant! even feel the mood while i doing my major...=( i feel not myself at the time... i am not very happy for last sem... i didnt get enough rest... i just need get away...

i knew that i love manga/anime or whatsoever wont take me the further step...i love draw figure, faces and beautiful faces, people...
i knew... i knewww better than any1 else knew.... but its not i gonna use it but it will be my 1 of my tools to give my best..... i mayb the one of lowest in the list but i wont let it be my weakness...

ones will fall but to stand up takes a hardwork.

seriously... my mood for drawing... well Mvirus~~~~~~~ =.=

you make me high

2011-11-27T17:22:00.000-08:00

Mr.brooks MR.broooks MR.BBROOOOKKSS!!! >_<

cover from him! you make me high from jason mraz in 2008! HAHAHA lmbt bnau eden tau die ni.... hmmmm he sounds like jazz singer tho~~

Kaleidoscope

2011-11-26T03:04:00.000-08:00

=)
new obsession new mood! hahahahaha my mood slowly coming back
walaupun lukisan mlas je ni~~

hai mr.rain

2011-11-26T00:41:00.000-08:00

why mr rain...cause its raining now heheheheh xP
i writing this because its raining outside and its feel nice~~
hujan rahmat 2 =D

anyway..i got obsesses with another singer hahahah thx to kila again~~~ hahahaah xD
here mr broooooooooks pls have a sit...hahaha xD berangan je aku bru mkan buah brangan la td hahhahaha (ketuk kepala sndri)

the 1st song i love was holes inside...more n more i dig theres more song that i love to hear which is superman( sbb die cute je hahaha...tp next song i love his song someday(ok) LOVE IT!!!!! >_< catchy song tooo~~~

mempersembahhhhhhkannn...MR BROOKS!
(ceh cm aku bt cinemini sume de mempersembahkan haha xD
)

ok2 i know its koreannn shows thats the only video i found with good quality annnnnnnnn have lyrics too! how cool its that, leh nyanyi skali klo aku tgk entry ni ahhahaha xD

need anti virus for Mvirus

2011-11-24T00:25:00.000-08:00

eghhhh here's the thing im getting infected with virus M....perghhhhhh dh bpe ari ni msh x terubat2 ni T^T canggane~~~~ getting worried result will coming out this 30th november...dgr cte la....ble chat ngan bdk klas td makin RISAUUUUUUU menjd2!! O.o

adddddddddddddddddddooiiiiiii~~~ dh la the Mvirus getting spread like s***!!! DUDEEEE!! i need my mood back...canggane nk study klo the Mvirus duk melekat *^*
register online 2 dis
comeback 13 dis... i think so.... just fewwww weeks at my home sweet home!!! ( naik kn bdan de la blik umah T^T) brai camni......
UUUUGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

Wedding day

2011-11-20T22:39:00.000-08:00

to my lovely cousin kak ina and her husband

selamat pengantin bru >_< semoga kekal sepanjang hayat
its was lovely wedding.

kak ina santik angat!!!! ^_^
hahhahahaha aku bwk bhasse sun la nii ke perlis jauh naaaa shedaaakkknyee~~~

baju pengantin ke-2 huhuhh
i was actually confuse which colour was for the wedding theme =.=" maklum la mne tau pe2 dtg2 je dh canggitu...

pengantin lelaki tiba dgn rombangannye~ dan kemudian kami menunggu di tangga..hahahha xD x de pn sje bergmba smbil menunggu pengantin laki nk naik tangga 2..

mulenye akad nikah...uii pakcik gune ipad je modern abh huhuhuh
the bride must be nervous xP

with my cousins but only the green,yellow and purple bju kurung is my cousins... 2nd pic with my last brother =D

picture3x!!! =3 *click*

my only close cousin nana that same age with me..others sume kecil2 dan dh bsar =.="
more pic of us xP

baby ni cumeiii sgt2 addddoiii gram~~~~ tp pgg lme2 die nak nangis... *^*
nyaaa~~ >_<

poyo je mereka ni~~ huhuh

mak su~~~ die setaun muda tp dh tunang!!! >_< x lme lg la tuuuuu ehehhee
of course gediks santai kadang kala (bak kte adek, pompuan misti la gedik hahhaha O.o)

luv ur allll!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ muuaahhhhh

hahahhahahah cupcake pe lg!!!! POSEEEE!!!!

i miss spending with my family~~ lme dh x rasa cmni...asik bt asssigment je...rasa sdh gle nk blik ke rumah subang blik T^T tp nk bt canggane kne la blik...ni pn kngah x de SPM.... tgk makck2 yg tersyang kepoh2 psl calon2 hahahah xD addoiii mntg2 kenduri kawen tajuk sume psl calon *^*.. termsuk la aku kne gak yela along dh cm x nk lagi...lpas die eden lerrrrr~~~ pe celop calon pn x de lg...

mse kenduri join mck2 ku tnkap gmbo calon sblah mne ntah... xtau pn sbbkn anak die x de...jd nk bg gmbo calon kterong diminta ambek kn gmbo nk tnjuk kt anak die...huhuhuuh pe lg girls paparazii g2 huhuhuh~~ kejar2 ssh btul nk ambek gmbo dh 2 ramai2 nk terkam obvious naaaa huhuhuhuh....

skali lgi congratulation kina & her husband =)

status

2011-11-13T11:26:00.000-08:00

home sweet home...tp x tau knp rasa cm sedih...bkn sepatutnye rasa gembira ke??? thats what i thought... td kt rumah de patul,mash ngan kila... put well tau2 je la kemana eheeeee
rumah pn x abh kemas td....
hmmm next time came back later la... lgpn cuti x lme...
mayb aku rindu kt kwan2.... sjak sem ni rasa attach kt sume.... rasa nk spend time ngan sume... td cm brat je nk kuar rumah... g karok... tp x dpt swim td tp tetap gembira sggup braikn duit tp tmbh sweet moment... huuhhu eden nyanyi brai...aku ngan patul cm pe taik je....sume hebaq2! O.o put x sangka sore sodap na hahahhahaha xD beda tul ngan die ckp
indu behavio x dpt hang out last2 min T^T
others class mate pn rasa indu except yg x berkenaan la... sighhh.... aku rasa x nk smpi abh degree show... misti lpas ni x contact sgt ngan mmbr2.... last time mira ngan omma dh jrang nk jmpe T^T..... nsb degree de mash lg...ssb dh x de..... dlu ada la piqi cm sdh dh x de ssb yela 3 taun gak sme2 tp degree dh de mmbr lain mula rapat...then the person pernah cm admire bdk masalah di DUNIA... but all those bitter memory that i have slowing disappear.

blik kmpng perlis khamis ni..=/ mlasnye~~~

my status:
home : done
work - 2d:done
- consumer: done =(
- R.pack : done
- storyboring! : done cm lahanat
- major : done tp de smbungan =.="
friends : new + close =) / old friends : gomenne~~ asik bz je =(
drawing : mlas da sbb asik lukis storyboard je!!! busan dhhhhh
money: ......... HUTANG!!! x suke hutang2 =(
fb: games ngeee =D
blog : done
DA : mmg x la!
mental : almost give up
physical : getting better

ohhhhh lupe plak nk ckp psl birthday ari 2.... sgt sedih mule2 ntah probably usually i spend time with my family celebrate... at least gather with family but this year mse brthday kne duk dlm lab...seyez sume bz.. nk ajak mmbr2 g mkan pn x leh =(
then tibe2 je tgh2 bt keje leh mengalir plak.... tau cm pe je tp i cant control my feeling sedh sgt rasa.... the work never stop...
tp few days later behavio bt surprise plak... terkejut eden huhuuh terharu gak la... chot siap kasi gift handbag... dh lme die bg kek lapis kasi gift lain gak... terharu... mash pn komplot ptt ler cm lain mcm je rasa ^^;
tq again for that day guys chot iznie patul mash fazi =D muaahahhhh!!! eheeeeee kepoh sume2 nok2 2 ahhaha xD nk letak vidnye tp entry kali ni cm pnjg plak hahahhaha xD
thx to mash sbb rakam + edit

dalam sem ni cm2 jd.... sume rasa... msam manis pahit masin..... seyes sume ada.... so many sweet and bitter memory for this sem...
hrap result this time bt rasa gembira setelah kerja cm cilanat.
aduiiiii byak lg snarnye nk tulis n edit gmbooo tp tertdo2 plak time taip pe CELOPP!!!!???
i should go to bed...ZZzzzzz

Ps: director mugen hope can get better soon iso plak nengok lemah2 bdan ha...x baung rasa bila director kte ni cm dh lemau~ ^^v

smiling moment

2011-11-10T10:20:00.000-08:00

degree life....

i learn a lot of things....biase la proses learning bkn snang asik maki hamun je...ble piqi snarnye bnde ajaran kepada aku gak snarnye...
mse diploma dlu de mira n omma slalu bt aku glak ilang tensen mse blaja ....skang ni bebel2 kt member2 je degree ni hmpr2 dh nak ptus asa blaja...serious ssh blaja grafik... i dont even know that people saying graphic is easy... people see graphic as simple and people with low marks in spm can go this line...huh! g mampus sume 2 x benar pn~
tp snarnye aku suke blaja graphic...i feel it in my blood... i love and its really hard..so i still have a long way to go...

tq kt diorng ni bantu aku semase degree...sem ni sgt brat... these people give a lot support , laugh and lawak mengong hahhahaha xDDDD geng2 NOK2 pnt tp best ehe smpi sume nme ada nok kt dpan cothnyeeeeee...nok mashi nok fazi nok chot nok fathul nok kpop/iznie hahahhaha xD
slalu membebel ngan diorng cte kt diorng ni .... slalu ckp dlm diri x nk merungut tp x leh gak XDDD adoiiii nk ckp je =.=" sjak group muuku kterong slalu gelak sme2 eheeeee

ni mugen production best gak... utk art and storyboarding...seyez dlu igt subject ni bt storyboard je upenye hmpeh! addoii brai gle bt subject ni O.o
these all my members kecuali akhir skali blah kiri i2 ahli dichi michi 2!!! sesat hahahhaha xD
dichi michinye group la music video diorng kteorng serabai kn ahhahahah xD
abh palestin jd xP

anyway mmg best group ni asik glak je... walaubagaimana pn ada jua msalah2 yang dialami tp settlekn jugak klo x brai la group ni.... i feel happy to be in this group yela sume ok and msalah yang hadapi x de la setruk2nye cm yg lain....

i do my best for this group... brai abh aku bekerja *^* tp keja ttap keje.... me sebagai art director.... hahhah yg tgh 2 dh cm leader sbb kt tgh2, x de la yg bju warna biru is our director aka penkid pn leh bubbles pn leh xP
laki ke2 cameraman/kesinanbaung*nickname dlu hahaha... yg pling tggi 2 la,
our script writer plun2 untuk lpaskn kt en kamal...gurl pling kecik distu pgg clapperboard aka ucuk ahahahah xD

pas2 editor kami gurl yang berambut pnjang 2 beliau ni slalu baung ngan cameraman maklum la...msing2 assistant ,cameran ->asst. editor ,editor -> asst. cameraman..uihh shenn abh jawatan 2 xDD
last skali our producer yang pkai spek blah kanan. nme2 mereka crik sndri ehehhehe kasi shenn skit mystery~~~
seron ngan mereka =D tq gak kasi golak2 + experince with production

experience utk sem ni most probably mse production kowt... sentiase bergrak... ada je meeting ade je kuar duit ada je pergrakan ada je msg smpi x pn hp bunyi huhuhhuhu =.=" eden bkn kaki phone tp dh sntiasa ngan hp sjak production ni...pas2 bkn group ni je ada group laen 2d animation n consumer behavio...uih byak na group eden ni~~ O.o tp sedih x dpt bt 2d btul2..sbb brai sgt2 T^T~~
hhahahahha bahase2 ntah pe2 je, blaja dri bdk2 ni la xDD
annnnn.. i think i ** some1 too xP tp i couldnt never reach that person la... x pe la tgk dri jauh je pn ckup =3 huhu but when i gain to ** some1 also gain hate some1 =.=" (pengaruh fullmetal btul term of exchange)

lg 1 sem je.... last sem practical... lpas 2 zaman keje =.=... misti indu zaman university nnt...msa berjlan ngan laju je...umo pn meningkat TKUTTT!!! *^* cm x ready je nk naek2 umo lg xP
which place will i go??
haddoiiiii x yah piqi lg la zammm oiiii

leh than aku x pham pe aku tulis hahahhahah xD , truk btul lntak la dh tulis pe dlm hati mals nk ayat tul2

huhh?!

2011-11-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

haaaa lme btul x update u ni LOH! soryyy la bz sgt2 cm nk mampus je rasa.... skang ase relax tp x relax sgt cmne 2? i donnt know... ble bz sgt3~~ skang dh reda skit tp x leh nk relax sbb de majo x anto2 lg... ini misti anakanda pak majo ni ,bpaknye sje je simpan hari nnt leh jmpe lg huhuhuh

ohhh well now i cant think we all already free because still have 1 more subject to clear... nak bt pn x de feel sbb dh mood cuti >_< addoiiii canggane ni~~~

sume jd mlas nk update blog mlas, melukis mlas, menaip mlas, aadddooiii truk sgt ni~~ sume mood ilang T^T

getting worst

2011-10-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

i dont who i am anymore......

seen

2011-10-22T09:21:00.000-07:00

.......

still standing

2011-10-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

still standing but....eye bag. O.o

lotihhhh eden asik tdo lewat T^T
mau x bakal kene migrain truk ni =.="

Worry Is Killing Me

2011-10-10T12:01:00.000-07:00

my worries never stop bugging me!!!! >_< riso psl cinimini/major 1/2d animation/packaging/ consumer behavior =(
really hates this feeling T^T i feel like stopp from studying! so many pressure need to handle!!! T^T i need relax but cant~~ even not enough sleep Zzzzzz
i starting having headache..... need to deal with so many people... how can i handle the situation =(
i really99x not good in this...

boleh ke aku get through utk sem ni......???

stressful sem

2011-09-16T08:37:00.000-07:00

erghhhh all about cine**** S**t!!!!! klo bkn bnde alah 2 x de la idup aku kucar kacir! menyampah dh dgr! mmg x bangga pn nk bt haktui! the only thing makes me keep going i had great group and it is consider my subject too.... sometimes i just feel im at my limit..well we havent starting to shoot yet....x tau la mse pergambaran letih nk mampus! belum msuk editing lg...bkn kejap editing kot! hrap2 berjaya sume.....yela susah2 dahulu senang2 kemudian..... but not just cine**** S**t je de lg 4 more subject kot!! sume dh kemana sbb that thingy...last time lg la campaign sndri pn x igt dh nme! pergh!! prah dh 2....

i wanna draw....to let my stress out..i cant event hold my pencil draw like always *^*
i feel more stressful when comes about my rented house =(..... ntah la... bersaba je la zam..... i need to be strong as much as i can....
even my blog haven't update for while...
my deviantart...=(
can i watch fish in the tank all day??

raya gitu ^_^

2011-08-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

thun ni raya cm x nak raya je cause of a lot of assignment yang x pnh2 nk stop!! O.o
anyway ble pg jlan tar ngan geng2 production ari 2 i feel something different ase cm nk raya sgt2!!! actually i miss my family...buka ngan diorng bpe kali je...but unfortunately
mlam g tar 2 cm gado ngan parent plak T^T...adehhhhh sedih ~~
g research smbil2 nk gak g crik brang2 utk raya kn... tp x pe la sume dh elok skit but i feel a bit sad my parent mad at me without good reason...

x pe la hari raya nnt maaf-maafan ^_^ cant wait to see all my cozen with great smile in the 1st day of raya whooohooo!!! dan hari merdeka!
dengan kesempatan ini ....nk mengucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin kepada family,rakan2 dan semua selepas sahaja sebulan berpuasa kte beraya berjumpa ngan sdara mara =D...jgn maen mercun byak sgt! kang conflit byak sgt oiiii....mintak maaf kepada sesiapa jika ada yang terasa dan pnh kecik hati ke tepukul ke tepuk2 maen g2 huhuhuhuh selalu x sengaja ngan nk je bt lg hahahahahah xD

kepada rakan2 unisel...walaupn cuti smmgu dan selepas i2 kene la keje keras lg...smpi muntah2 agaknye bt keje utk sem ni....mari kta cuti abh abesan utk mggu ni n enjoy!!!
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin
dari zam =D

music

2011-07-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

i miss attending gigs.... well i dont actually loyal on gigs performance all this years jut few gigs around here...never went gigs that held in KL.. well some people might think gigs where place u waste ur time listening loud music and so on..and do more sins.. well thats the reason im not that active attending those kind of stuff..these days those kind place our people always make unappropriated stuff..sigh...
i love the place full with crowd that exited when the music were started play..it does not matter of rock/punk music...i just love normal song and even slow music gig.. but still enjoyed the performance... especially our favourite band is perform upthere...is just amazing feeling that takes control my heart.... just awesome.... =)

searching~

2011-07-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

when theres the time i want to rise there always thing that holds me back... i cant even think straight for some reason...the deeper i think the deeper i lost...i wonder how lost will i be... i should take time think about my future...sighh i always think about my future but i end up in wrong path.... i cant reach if i stay this way =.= where should go and what should i do..i think i dont actually get want always want it...am i that greedy?? i dont satisfied for myself dammit! well my parent support me my friends always from why the hell im still not satisfied... i not archiving the want i really want for myself... the study well i really love graphic design but sometimes i think just want tp pass the pointer thats all... graduate well out would from university need that certificate to work...of course theres people can work without it... then what i really want??? do people really think that what they really want for themself??? or they just satisfied whatever they have right now... i always want to do something new for my self...but theres boundaries for that either i wont pass those limitation... i guess i still searching for it....what i want to do...

holiday on june

2011-06-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

haaaaa its been a week i have my holiday...well i kinda return to my parent house a bit late cause want to spend time before i gets grounded xDDD not grounded la actually but i need to stay at home =.= kinda hard being only girl in the house but still i love being a girl...a guy have a lots of responsibility =.="
anyway..

since i didnt do anything i still want to draw...here my fast drawing about what i do lately~
=D

well since i spent too much on FMAB this is what i get~~ hahahahhah xD its was awesome story too bad its already finish T^T aiiyahhh i gonna miss those 2 brothers edward & alphonse
but!!!! i love roy mustang!!!! kyaaa~~~~ >_< i love him!!!
he is so COOL!!! hahahhahah xD adooiii i just kyaaaa2 with anime character =.=" i should get real bf xDDDDD not a chance! hah! still love anime character xDDDD

isnt he cute~~~ kyaaa!!!!! >_<

after watch that anime..well i just realise back about those 7 deadly sins..sigh scary being human...those sins really scary~~
wrath in me not that in critical lvl, i only had my anger when i fought with brother...well long time ago ^^; usually when with my friends i had my anger inside haaaa still its hurt inside though...my pride...well depends i dont really care my pride that high...
greed...haaaaaa a lot of things i want...my greedy might be troublesome =.="
gluttony~~~ haaaaa i had that problem since i was little T^T
lust well its good thing im islam...something desire for sexual is forbidden unless we get married then we can have those feeling =.=

envy...haaaaaaaaa a lot of people around me have this feeling badly ...of course so do i..i really do have envy but....i just put inside me just stay there and not gonna let it out...let it become my inspiration to be better/great but i might fall from it either..i just hope i wont be person easily let my envy *^*
yaaaahhhh sloth....THIS IS truly all of us have it! i always sleep maannn im so lazy in a lot of things!!! *^* yabbeeee

yiiipppp!!!!

2011-06-15T05:22:00.000-07:00

haaaaa this is shayne orok....i like to hear him singing =D so cute!!!!!! >_<
seee he love letting his hair cover his face =.= but cute tooo XP

admirable person

2011-06-11T08:08:00.001-07:00

today i just saw fanpage for shayne orok post on his wall sayin that he is in KOREA for past 7 month... no wonder i didnt heard any news from him or have new video in youtube...i really like to follow what he done... i love his sweet song and his smile. love it! >_<

here is shayne orok..

since the 1st i saw him i was in love in his voice...well i dont about others but he has sweet voice eventhough it might not that great voice like others professional but his voice is really sweet like his heart...hehehe its not i known him like really known him but i just feel it..

he has great smile =) i love his smile..usually his hair is longer and the hair was covering his faces. he should not hid his face just because of his eyes. he is a cute person and great smile =D.
what i got admire from him because he is not perfect in his healthy problems. He has artificial on his left eyes if im not mistaken,maybe he private more about his personal things. thats not gonna stoping him do what he love to do. But still he has a lot of fan outhere is supporting him and i hope he has great future ahead of him. listening and seeing him do great what he love to do makes me so impress. The saddest thing while i follow shayne ..he did a video for his friends hoping to get better that have a health problem so i follow his friend too. but then after fews weeks i check back on his friends blog was gone and not exist ,youtube being private and stuff. I think his friends was past away *^*...since i follow his blog sayin he is fighting his health prob.... he even put doctor description telling him after his sugery he might gonna live for a long time... he having a lot of pain...yahhhhh really a sad blog to read. i should be grateful because im alive and can do what i want untill now.

past few month shayne take his career as a singer to korea...he also can play few instrument more to piono/ keayboard and he also write his own song! i think he join korean singing program >_< i dint know he can sing korean! >_< i almost didnt recognize him becuase of his hair style more to korean xDDD more cuterr of course =D
mayb in his some wont acknowlegde him because how his situation but others will acknowlegde him =)

credit pic: http://www.facebook.com/shayneorokfans

drama

2011-06-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

sigh.... drama thingy is so damn idiot....usually in story will have such a big complexity of line story...never knew that i can involve with such drama thingy too ^^;
but it i guess i can learn things and also my life is not that boring because of this drama thing.... lately i dont do any drawing because of busy doing assignment T^T..i want to watch anime! movies! kdrama and jdorama!!! hehehe but still i manage to watch japan movie "koizora" really touching story *^* addoiiI~~

i watch this at my rented house and i actually cry when i watch this ( hehehe nsb la rakan serumah ku tdo ahhahaha xD) klo x malu eden >/////<
i love both actor and the actress in this...tp kn asl la pompuan 2 lembut sgt addoiiii cm x cye je ada orng lembut cm 2 ddlm dunia ni~~
stilll miura& aragaki yui so cutee >_<

hehehhhehhe i so sudden want to watch love movies...ahhhhh dtg dh lovey dovey mood ~_~
and worst thing i dont have time to draw T^T i cant express my lovey dovey mood yahhhhhhbbeee~~

miss drawing

2011-05-31T08:55:00.000-07:00

yaahhh its been few days i didnt draw anything!!!! rasa cm dh lme gle x drawingg!!! O.o i cant stop thinking when is the time i can draw~~ my assignment will always take over my body~~ adehhhh~~~

I WANT TO DRAW THAT BADD!!! >_<
i want to draw pin2 & suitokon~ xP draw anything~~
i want it want it~~
heeeeee so i did a little doodle ^_^ just some thought that i have..

heeee yeay draw for few minutes before going to bed=D
quite bad drawing n bad anatomy ~_~
ohhh well just doodle anyway ^_^

improvement

2011-05-26T08:39:00.000-07:00

heyyy im back ^_^
i just wanna put some of my improvement since the 1st time i use wacom and until now!! >_< uhhuuuuuu i never thought theres is improvement in my art i AM SO HAPPYY!!! yiippiiiee!!!

the 1st pic is when early usage of wacom that i have....then i draw back in 2011 past few days ^_^
theres is a lot improvement here... well a bit more soft and i can control my wacom now~~
it is really hard because i almost give up in using wacom....=.="
but of course i need more practice practice and PRACTICE!!! >_< addoooiiii~~
i wish can be great in future... so many thing i want to do in illustration...somehow i've been thinking my lecturer said ...she said why dont u guys use what u like in ur work/resume or anything...use ur major or u good at most...
i always avoid using illustration becuase im not confidence enough what ive been pratice.. even the suitable and style need to consider before using in any design. What i love most in manga style and realism(im not that good still learning). Here i dont think cartoon style being taken serious or can be accept most of people here. I did saw 1 of the talented illustrator.. she is really good and she has her own style. i really like her style but then her work being judge "that u wont go anywhere with these kind or artwork". But what i believe she have been doing more money by selling her artwork eventhough it is not officially publish. Some say that why u want to follow manga style its from japan. why wont u do ur own style. I want to because i am still searching for my own style and it is not easy so time will needed. Eventhough my own style i still passion in manga style so.... doing my own style and still relate with manga,that will be different i think.

i did heard before something sound like this" do u have ur some1 u look up to?" something like that,because being graphic design u must have some1 to look up so we can be success like that person. I do but it just hard sometimes i keep distract with something *^*
i need to work hard and be a successful person. i hope i can prove that to people.

relief

2011-05-19T22:29:00.000-07:00

I finally feel so relief... im happy but a bit pleasure about my degree life but i think its a great think yela susah2 dahulu senang2 kemudian =D
i feel relief because i finally can let go ... even not talking about or think about it. Im not even feel guilty or regrets whatever u've done. Your Words is so harsh that makes me move on. The best part ur words will remain in me even its not true but i will never ever forget it. It hurt my feeling deeply. I think worth all of that because i need it to move on and be a strong person ^_^

"Bruises can be heal but words could leave long lasting emotional cuts".

yala im not doing anything to people why would they want to talk bad about me. If they did i have no idea what ive done im just human always make mistakes and will keep repeating mistake. But then i try 2 learn from my mistakes. People should tell me what they not satisfied with me then i could change it and become better. it doesnt mean changing who i am its like when you button your cloth but theres 1 button u miss. So people tell u to button ur cloth to make it fine. Ever heard people said why would change ur self,just be yourself but what ive trying to say here its not changing myself but to fix what in me. I cant see what ive done ,poeple around me have better perspective of me. But beware because not all what people saying is true they might just boring people who needs entertain themselves by mocking people.

My degree life is just really adventurous journey because its so pressure and stress experience. Very challenging journey that i had to gone through. But with lecturer that inspire me i can move forward and stay in graphic design course. I have lecturer keep saying a motivated words in class. How can she is so talented and motivate person?? shes is awesome lecturer and really inspire with any words that coming out from her mouth. I wish i could be better and gain a lot of knowledge from her.

prompt

2011-05-16T00:22:00.000-07:00

Another song that inspire me to update my blog...by Christina Grimmie .Well shes not famous yet but on the future who knows ,shes has a great voice. I think she did few her own song and had perform at and event but im not sure which event ^^;

Anyway i just want to fill my listen of heart with few doubt that i had lately... when comes to my mix emotion i always think a lot. I want to do great stuff and be the best what i wanted to be. I want to move on moving forward and forward until i reach the point that i always dream. My family , friends , lecturer, surrounding helps me to climb the stairs. Today is Teachers day i want to wish all my teachers who already teach me a lot in this life. I learn a lot from you and i will continue learning without regrets. I learn from anything i see in front of me even my self had teach me be a person. That's make me who i am now. Where i stand with my own two feet. What i've done is already past and my mistakes my mine responsible. I had taken this path to become a graphic designer so i wont stop here just because i had rough time. I'm a student which i am learning to be one. I should not be a afraid to be wrong because from mistake i can be better. hihi of course i have a lot emotion while through this experience. I can be nervous, panic, clumsy, silly, misjudgment, lazy, scare, disappointed, and etc.

I lost a lot a things but i gain something in return thats is life what we live in. Last time i lost my purse but then it came back to me O.o Someone actually post it to my house but the money is gone. But still i feel lucky my parent, my siblings ,my friends are with me =D
Theres something we lost but theres a thing i want to throw away my deplorable stuff around me. These things just giving me anxious feeling. NO MORE STUPID STUFF IN MY LIFE! yiiippiiiiieeeeee!!!!

ayyyaaaakkk

2011-05-03T19:32:00.000-07:00

adehh last post is really sucks i shouldn't not post like that....(thx ye orng yg comment previous post xp)
anyway im getting better n lots of work! *^* x dak idea kt kepala otak ni~ cmna nk jd professional klo MALAS!!!! O.o
addicted with korean back!! >_< hehheheheheh
its been a long time i didnt listen korean music or update about korean xP
now im back and love Big Bang!!! yyyyiiikkkk!!!!
new comeback jay park with abandoned really sad after what happen to him...huhuuh(cm la pham die xDDD)

my parent went on business trip i hope they will be fine outhere~ and also to my brother in kelantan...adeh lmenye g sne 3 month i think.. x de orng kt umah nnt *^*

home

2011-05-02T10:02:00.001-07:00

i dont like the feeling of living alone at my home without my parent since my 2nd brother past away T^T... i hate it...its feel so cold,alone,dark and unpleasant feeling.. i never thought i could feel this way. I thought i can be fine after they went to business trip.i mean they went for few week not month and its been only for 2 days.

my tears coming out without i notice after i sent back my friends. I think i was hurt words that my friend wrote to me. At 1st it was nothing i dont know whether i mad or sad. I dont feel anything.Nothing. i feel like something but i dont know what is it. The more i think the more i want to see my parent. 1 of the best memories i had was gone because the words. it really stab me like a fire steel arrow in my heart.

my parent are not here, words from friends and others problem really make my worst day -_-" sighhhhhh~

best hangout

2011-04-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

these holiday quite borink and some of my classmate said wanted to go out but still havent heard any news...and i meet my x-roomate on friday i really miss them and i wish i could spent time more with them T^T9 i miss99x them so much!!!!

miss them!!! mira,nisa and omma!

but.... last sunday on 3rd april was the best moment i've for this holiday!!!! ^^ i really have so much fun!!!!! at 1st lynn ask me to go to ts to watch horror movie but on last minute cancel they decided to go sunway~~~ probably i cant go at 1st cause didnt have any transport to go there..i never went to sunway by bus -_-"
then i decide to try to go by bus....but in the end my brother want to sent me direct to sunway!!! yeay!!!! so i meet lynn then we play at arcade while waiting the twin and joe( surely lmbt as i expected huhuhuhuh) then meet shahrul
we looked at the movies outlet theres no paranormal activity is showing today so just wait their decision what to do that day...after meet the others they want either go karaoke.skating(which i will never join! )
In the end we went to karaoke meantime we meet qiqi(thier friend) otw to karaoke place ...at 1st i was kinda afraid cause my voice totally sucks but when we were there the room gettting more exited i was forgot about my sucks voice hahahhaha lalak je karaoke!!! ahhahahah thx to lyn if not i wont never get into that room!!!...seriously i never gone to a place like that hahahhaa xD(klo ngan parent laaen cte la tmpt mhal2 ni ahahha xD) sooo exited so fun i want to go more!!! tp kne la save duit hahahahha xD...look some of our uting pic =D

all of us taking pic together really nice memory we've had >_<

while waiting snap! hehehehhe i love my green eyes xP

hahahha me singing~~~ hahahaha malu! >////<

^_^ got pretty exited there xP

gonna keep this!!!

taking pic in the karaoke room \^^/

hahaahahaha i had no idea why the world we all looks like that!! O.o!!!! FYI we totally not drink ok! come on im wearing tudung kot! ahhahaha xD

nice room eyh~ =D

me,iqi n shahrul~

peace ^^v

we all have great time ^_^... i really need it after some problems that i had....i cant get out of my mind, going out really makes my day! ^_^v weeeeeeeee
i think i can move on without thinking about the past.... yoshhh new semester comin up!!! i shall not be emotional!!!!!!!!!!!!

end...

2011-03-26T19:51:00.000-07:00

cut of with something that we like is not easy.... but life must go on.....damn it my heart hurt! ;(

Jellyfish

2011-03-23T04:26:00.000-07:00

do have thing that u like or want to keep it but u just cant because it dangerous...something like jellyfish ? or mayb something else a flower but its poison, a spider but dangerous animal...some people love spider or ur own some1 u care? ....i dont know whether should i keep it or let it go.....
hard to choose.... u know its hard to have trust on people or people to trust me....either way if we so blind we could just stuck....people could betray me or i can be betray to them.... should i take this as my lesson???or i should change? i heard one of my friends saids to me onetime..."why u always get a lonely friends? is it true? mayb...or mayb i feel the same way like them...thats is a reason i can get along with them....i used to be lonely before....i had a dark past that i want to forget.... and i change myself to be better....i was timid,not alot of talking, i hardly smile.... when i meet some1 same fate like me...i dont think i want to let them experience the same as me.... i want them to change to have better life...cause living in -ve life can get u into another world which u will never gonna be happy....
i want you to be my friends.... but if it soo hard to be that u are not my friends.....i care for u but u are soo hard to blend in....i cant even get neear...u are too far...i try 2 reach u but ur hand getting so far and far....i use another method to reach u but still cant....i am hopeless friends or u really want to push me away??i can be ur friend... but u will sting and i cant get near just like jellyfish.... looks soo comfortable with that jelly thing but it can sting u if we get near... hahahahhahaha xD i getting crappy dude!!!! i just type nonsense again!!!! >//////< ohhh welll i just want to type what i want xP
i let go of the friendship so i wont get hurt but i still care and hope u wont sting any1 else...stay away from problem^_^ ...u could say im doing wrong things but i wont regret what i do... i used to mad+sad about it but still the best decision...i am soooo mentally tired
thank you for being my friend i do really had enjoyment being ur friends before this...being part of ur life also wouldnt be my regret....i glad i knew u =D i do miss those great times that we had, i will never ever forget it =D great moment shouldnt be forgotten like that...it should be keep it and store in my memories...eventho im not sure i have a lot of space to store xDD but dont worry i can still have few gigabytes xP...i have long way to go to store my memories ^_^
yaaaaahhhhh ni bru mmbr klo blak cmne??? perrghhhh x lrat aku~~~~ T^T

my heart ^_^

2011-03-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

haaaaa here im back....of course just to type my nonsense thoughts again ehhehehe...i love u "listen of heart" hahahhahahah xD
haha after watch paradise ranch think about love everytime >_<.... i love my family,my friends,my surrounding =3 i cant say how much i thankful for what i have in my life ...i love everything right now!!! i glad im live in malaysia,im glad im a girl,proud im islam+malay,im glad to have such a family,im glaad i love drawing and further study in graphic design =D.... last week i went for a weeding which i did not actually attend i just company my parent to phang...x pe la at least i had my holiday in hotel! hehehe such nice view at the beach >_<
i actually went to the beach with both of my parent!!!! uwaaa this is surprising cause my parent usually will not joining these kind of things....iyaaaaahhhrrghhhhh i didnt get a chance to go to the pool!!!! adoiiiii dh mengidam ni!!!!>_<
when we went down to the beach the wave was big so we didnt go that far...that day was the sweet memory cause i had fun with my parent playing at the beach...theres a part when big wave come my parent actually still stand , eden dh tergolek2 kt tepi 2 hahahhahahah xD >_<
it was the best memory with my parent this year~~ ^_^

i want to have this holiday to be peaceful holiday~~~ i cant be sooo emo everytime...its really not good...im tired and tired always emo and sad about things......i have made decision to stop my nonsense...i want to back to reality which what ive dream of...i should be thinking about my future which bothering me lately....what will i be ? what will i work? can i be successful designer or illustrator? what about my future life would be? can i give my parent money? can i make my parent proud? uwaaa so many thing that freak my out...i know i shouldnt be thinking so much just do ur best what i am now..... adult life is sooo hard~~~ i want to back to my teenage life!!!! T^T...huhuhuh errr im overacting xDDD hahahahh times cannot go back i need to keep move on...believe in my self! yoshhh!!! POSITIVE THINKING!!!!

assignment

2011-02-10T18:58:00.000-08:00

adoiiii so many work to be done in degree O_o i feel so lost and confuse~~~ @_@ i dont know where to begins T^T....
problems around me keep coming and coming~~~~ adooiiii lately my blog always about sad things BORINKK!!!!! sigghhhhhhh.............
but the thing is when comes to work...the work does not kill but the worry does....
let me think what is happy lately...errr cant think any~~~ adoiiiiii
getting older a lots of problems la....but if theres no prob i wont be alive...at least i wont die in boringness xDDDD

i want to draw alot of things~~~ i want to draw what i feel everytime >_< thats is better than wrote a diary for me...its like a visual diary =3.....i want to see 1 litre of tears again!!!! that drama giving me the strength when i weak..i want to think there is other people are worst situation than me so i should be grateful what i have...i have family ,friends, roomates, house, laptop, hanphone, daily meal and water to drink.....thats right i have a good siuation i should be grateful...haiiihhh

this week im not going back 2 my house...i miss my bed and bears!!!!! T^T...the addicted bed hahahah xD damn i in love with my bed...cmne plak nk kuar dri rumah 2 nanti dah kawen O_o!!!
i want that bed xDDDD ohhh sillly thoughts again hehehhee
i just want to update my blog...have no idea what is in my mind actually xD

i really need a wish...

2011-01-27T23:00:00.000-08:00

another day with full of problems...*heavy sigh
i feel down lately..i thought can manage 2 become +ve...its weird cause i always advising people o think +ve and end up im the 1 become -ve really badly...my study become worse..i cant focus..everything i touch/do its not rite plus it become worst..
what should i do 2 become normal???
or did i do something wrong??? pls some1 tell me!!!!??? T^T
i just enter a dark side again.... last time my drawing helping me out....
and my roomates...but they are far from me...well not that far just bz and have their own life
those days when we all can see each other everyday... each time when lunch/dinner we will together and have laugh... adoiii kenapa ayat ku cm orng bermadah! xD adoiii spe la mengaja ni -_-" plek2~~~

the last time i mood was crush cause of my laptop cannot open...problems around me,my work,my worried,my friends, my home, my family......
its not big problems but once it combine in 1 time...parah la gak =(
i already said that im going 2 icity with my friends but because of my mood i said i dont want 2 followed...haaaa how silly am i that time... but then i mind is so messy that time, i went out just to clear my mind... i ask my dad im going home tomorrow morning...

we had a great time together at icity.. my housemate mash,k.ema,jannah,one,leen,ana,fara and kak tim if im not mistaken...
hmmmm the photo still not upload..i will upload it later >_<
a lot of pic were taken that day thx to mash n her camera =3

depress~

2010-12-24T00:07:00.000-08:00

i have no idea being student/teenage(well not that teenage so much) is really hard....i feel i cant breathe every minute,my asthma is already gone u know...theres is no way im having hard breathing because of my lungs ...its been along time i've wrote in this blog...well i didnt log in lately cause mayb bz playing games adoii~
btw my english teacher miss baiti ask me to 2 blog as assignment..n the blog must be in english blog...i will the 3rd blog i guess ^^;

Convocation & holiday

2010-11-08T04:02:00.000-08:00

im still in holiday yuuuuhuuu!!! then my convocation next i will continue my new semester as bachelor student in graphic design =D(cuak~~~ eyh so many hard subject to face!! help!!!)

November 21,2010 my convocation is comin up for my graduation as graphic design student in unisel =D tp buatnye di bestari jaya...aduiii....jauhnye nk pi sna

12 November g ambek jubah...pas2 rehearsal 19 november byak kali nk pi sna >_< sudden ="D" anymore ="D" path ="D" things ="D" style="text-align: center;">

this is vira 1st pic..sory la x pose biase xDD shes the 1 invited me 2 klanta =D
2nd pic..my frens mira =D die pn knl vira so i ask her to come =D

and of course iqi plan this he will come too..the 3rd pic yg bju ijo(klo nk tau mta die pn ijo xDD)
we had really2 great time in klantan!!! i never thought it would so much fun and...adventure O_o
ngeeee tp dpt release tensen!!!! uwaaa thx guys!!!! thx iqi for invited me!!! =DDD
ohhh the 4th pic... vira last in KL..cause she will returned 2 klantan...kt KLIA ni..
just 5 of us...iqi,vira,ash,shahrul and me ...x muat la kete nk sumbat byak2 kn heheh
ohhh that time leh la dikre celebrate my besday =D
i actually nk bwk diorng g ou ke curve ke ikea ke..tp lwat sgt dh T^T...so its ok =D
beside vira brought us all over in klatan..x de all over but a lot places none stop!!! hehehhe we visit klantan just 1 time soo.. limited time there =DDD

holiday!

2010-09-08T02:45:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA GUYS =D
this year is so lazy 2 do manual kad raya

zam mtk maaf kepada spe2 yg pnh skitkn ati dri kata2 atau perbuatan...
sgalan2nye mmg di bt atau x sengaja
tp hrap jgn smpn dlm ati....
luah2kn hehehehe =D

holiday ends

2010-06-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

ya starting this monday my class will start and officially my holiday will ends!!! iyyaarrrghhhh x seronnye!!! （￣-￣）ニ
anyway past those holiday i had a big rest...and the weird thing i dont feel wasting time or boring at all!!!!! yeay (￣▽￣)ノ i got stuff going on while i was at home...infact i dont want to go study yett~~~~ huhuhuh i miss my room and my family!

i paint my wall with purple! finally but err the colour too dark!!!! （ToT）

but still purple so i dont care anymore!!!! i got soooo damn tired!!!! dh nk mampus hehehhehe
x nk dh cat2 x lrat dehhh~~~~ klo nk comment,comment la baek2 skit na...4 ari turut2 mengecat blik ini sorng2 amat la menyeksakan dri wooooooo T0T tp walaubagaimana pn im still proud what i've done 2 my room... \(＾□＾)/

and while melangokkn dri dpt gak la practice my drawing yeay99x!!!
4 jam2 trut2 pn x dak msalh..heheh sanrnye tgh pose jd fukus 2 x de la ase penat sgt hahhaha XDD....

hehhe these icon makes my addict to them!!!! (･_･ ) ( ･_･) d(^_^) Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||) ＼（＾∀＾）メ（＾∀＾）ノヽ｀、ヽ｀ヽ(*￣o￣*)>ヽ｀、ヽ（（（（ヽ(｀０´）ノ））） hahahha really cute kawaiii~~~

outing yeay!

2010-05-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

these days i always went out just for fun...its been a long time i didnt go anywhere since my final project...it was like in the cave!!! x leh g mne2 uish x lrat ..skang ni gian plak kuar...from the day 1 im having bbq,then go cineleisure for movies, bukit cerakah with lectures & frens, going out with housemate...^___^ it was so much fun!!!
the 1st happy days...bbq days

we have a really goodtime! i will miss this!

i have no idea why those 2 turning back....

together with zaf, putsi and mash...arent they lovely!

of course my fav group for 3 years SSB!
from left nisa,me,fara & mash
i gonna miss them all!!!

going for movies!! went to all places ikea,the curve and cineleisure!!!!

a pose!

trust me... because of the camera yg smangat 2!!! i need to be in the camera hahaha XD

went to bukit cerakah for 1st time..dude i wearing sandals not shoes!!! its very very pain!!!! and the pain still feel until now...tp trus kn je sbb seronok tgk diorng x kn nk rosakkn keadaan.. tgk en izham dh pengsan tgh jlan hahah XD spe sorng lg 2 pengsan???
sian jaja pucat gle muke...curam gle bukitnye pn!!!

we saparate into 2 groups...en izham tui2 nmpk cm 1 of the student huhhu

mash,pn irin and me (pn irin photographernye) ^_^

after bukit cerakah,swimming then we dinner at sunny kot..lpe dh nme tmptn ye but the char kuey teow sgt sdp!!! i like~~ sume muke penat

Going out with my housemate...k.misha plak cuti time 2..wah terbaek la...

i just wanna try my red lens?? so how?? heee

went to daiso ^_^ k.ain ske ngan payung ye...

my red eyes...after i pay my stuff in daiso..the cashier looking at me shockingly!
aku pn trus lari la pe lg!!! huhu

in this pic i really look scary!!! with lia(ulfa) & jo

going out again for karaoke!!! at alam central

yaaaarrghhh!!!

nikmati pemandangan!

hehehhehehe i had so much fun!!! these week i had 3 more plan going out with my old frens,with ptpl frens+unisel,...cant wait!!!! >_<
kyaaaaa i miss my old roomates so mucchhhh!!!mira n ika... i wish i could go out with them again!!! they live so far in penang having practical training...
i been searching thier photo together with me ,cant look any recent pic hmmm....

DG03.....

2010-05-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

asyk klas2~~~ bt keje2 huhuhh but...

last nite its was the best memory with dg03!!! all of us having bbq kt galeri....i love being in my batch..hehhe dlu sume x kenal ,ble dh skali dlm dewan yg sejuk i2....dpt mengenali setiap sorng ...ade la skit yg x bpe nk igt nme but igt muke ye~ heheheheh n ngan pn eli pn dpt kenal dpt erat lg...dlu sgt takut nk jmpe die n slalu pi negative psl pn.eli...skang ase syg kt die sgt2!!! i guess some people said the person that we hated most thats the person we love ^__^ pn . eli siap name i..sgt2 terharu....and she cry when farewell malam 2....sgt2 terharu ble ketua program nangis utk kte..haaaa cm nk nangis plak type ni..adui than2~~~

nak tq jugak kt pn.irin and en izham the best lec i ever had!!! without them i wont be standing as graduate student in unisel....tq1000X msak pn hebat mereka ni~~ and mashitah othman sbb kteorng slalu grak bersma nk siap kn keje so die la yg beside me along the final..she's been supportive...tq...
so many people that i want tq .. not 2 forget my parent support my finance status..hehehh klo x, x de la duit nk print2~~~ my ssb frens...we been together since 1st sem...amer my only leader in class..he really2 a good in leardership heheh...ble nk jd lebh baek ni amer?
putsi and jaja..mck kantin mse diploma show...without thems theres no food!!.... ong..mse bbq sgt rajin x mo grak dri tmpt bkar2 ayam 2..ayam x ptus dimsak sbb beliau heheh....my fm production frens...because of them i had new frens...walaupn cm pe kt fm hahahah XD....en.yusuf supervisor mse practical...he really2 good designer!! bdk2 umah k.ain, jo , lia , k.suba.k.winnie thx dtg kt diploma tgk artwork i g2...n lia asyk promote kt kwan2 die kt booth aku..adui bt malu je..huhu byak lg booth laen lia oiii...^_^ jo n lia siap bwk makanan minuman lg sbb tkut aku x mkan lg..sgt baek tq!!!! aliyia yg dri jauh pn dtg tgk...i wish i could bring my parent come along....

lots of experience that i gain from things around me...teach me 2 become orng yg lebh berguna and lbh berpengalaman dalm graphic design..i wont stop... i want 2 do until i reach my dreams ...mse mule mcm x tau ape 2 graphic design...sbb dlu ske lukis je...so design2 ni cmne la kn...once i learn i know lots of things that i can do beautifully accordings my style and my way... i think im going the right directions....

pic of all of us....with photography student...im gonna miss them!
my classmate ^____^ love them!

group a + dg03...i gonna miss u guys!!! hope sume dapat jd graphic designer yg bgus!!!__ nnt jgn lupe aku plak ye..=P

ps: en izham cpt la master ajar kami d degree!!! & pn irin cpt2 dpt baby!!!!! heheheh

hmmmm...negative thinking again T_T

2010-03-20T04:34:00.000-07:00

adeh...gmna ni..nk final je mule la pikir bukan truk tul aku ni...cmne nk hdapi idup mse keje ni tkutnye~~~
cm biase kne reject lg keje utk final..x abh2 ati x tenang...kt umah swa pn byak msalah...pokono ni....
jelesnye tgk blog syaz die de g spain!!! sonoknye...lme dh x cuti...damn klo x dpt g tioman mggu ni tp final x lpas2 x dpt nk g sddhnnnyee~~~~

dahaganye nk minum ngeeee =D
*bukan nk nulis abh dlu =P

Paramore in Singapore!

2010-02-27T22:41:00.000-08:00

ohh my!!! i wan to go to the concert!!!! i love them! i thought i want to save up my money 1st..x menyempat plak dh dkt2 dgt diorng ni! huhuhuh

tp dlam kedaan gni x dpt den nk dtg.....man!
i guess waiting them until they come 2 malaysia!!
i will buy the best seat!!! hahha XDD
prasan jek!

got new video of them! so goooood unplugged!!!!
but there no misguided ghost song and The Only Exception =(
anyway the do another single the only exception..
mayb few more month they release music video..cant wait! ehe
*bad english =P

mentally tired~~

2010-02-10T02:30:00.000-08:00

another month and year that i will face...im getting tired every single day...after come back from practical at 6 o'clock..not enought problems from there also i went home also got problems..im very very tired...dh x lrat dh ni ase cm nk kuar umah... nk blik umah!!! INDU SGT !!! adeh...
dlu2 klo blik umah sewa x sbo je nk blik..this time i dont think i like any places except my hometown!!!
im so anxious want to go home and jump on my lovely bed~~~~ (-_-)ZZZzzzz....its just like a dream these days...
asal eyh?? x tau la orng kte dunia dewasa ni mcm2 nk igt nk bt..more resposibility....heiiii~~~

is it am a spoiler kid?? well i thought i was...org pn ade gak ckp..since my parent have a good financial status...they really nice parent and lovely parent..i ade abg2 yg baek, adek yg baek..they not really troublesome brothers...so i dont have any quite bad memories..just few..i mean not that kind like kne blasah ke x de kasih syg or whatsoever...parent masalah ke.... all status are good..
so i will be spoiler kid x pernah ase ssh,duit x ptus, x de ase msalh,manja,x tau hormat orng, kuang ajo,x tau bhase,x bersyukur,mtk je dpt,x dgr ckp, x reti bt keje,x reti msak(ok this 1 probably 80% correct =P),x reti mengemas,pemalas,sgala2ney yg buruk la!
but when look around me there are more people r spoiler than me! ok! sometimes just annoyed me so much! i need 2 do all the things my self! pls dont let me to ur stuff..i hate it!!!
if u guys dont know, i can teach!!! bkn nye x leh blaja ,leh blaja kn smpi ble nk orng bt kn...
i dont care if u guys think im selfish ,mmg la dri aku...kdang2 x kisah la..nk tlun kn..i have limit on this stuff too..byak gak x tau tp byak gak aku blaja ...orng x nk tlun pn de..x kisah blaja je...
duit2 ye aku mmg gle duit klo de byak kn bgus! mmg la dunia skang duit 2 penting...even my dad dont easily give money to me ok!!! but study he willing to give any amount...i wish i can quickly had my own money so i can use by my own will.

mlasnye~~

2010-01-27T18:57:00.000-08:00

ari ni mlas na....x tau la knp...ase cm nk baring je..tp kene g keje adeh~~

waduh2 burink na blog aku hahhah x de mnde nk cte..life x de la exited mne hahahah XD
tp gedik nk tulis gak hahah =P
lntak la blog aku...klo nk bce ,bce...x mo sdh ^_^

burinkk ZZZzzz~~~

2010-01-21T06:41:00.000-08:00

ni kes burink la ni dh smpi aku leh update slalu..slalunye jrang na aku nk update blog huhuh

wanna try colour using tablet ^_^
i start luvin n luvin it everytime i use it!!! uwaaa
ni sje la nk tye bt orng yg bertudung...slalu orng ckp cik x reti lukis orng bertudung..bkn g2...sje ske lukis orng bermbut sbb nk bt rmbut 2 seronok dilukis heheh =P

ari ni makn maggi sjak ..skit prut ku...adeh...nk g beli mkan pn mlas..yela 2 orng je kt umah...sdh woo..lonely~~~ ehehhe

weeee happiest day!!! ^_^

2010-01-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

i got my 1st drawing tablet!!!! besh nk mati!!! yg diidam2kn slama ini!! heheh akhirnye!!! gemiras gils!!! hahaha
now i cant get away from it~~~ alamak!
pe2 pn cik akan cube yg terbaek!!

1st attempt i know bruk ..1st2 mmg la! ssh kot nk control!!
leh la awal2 lg dh lme2 skit nnt better =P
*thx 2 my parent for giving this!!!

paramore!!! yay!!

2010-01-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

hahahhah lately listen to paramore again n again n again!!! hahahaha
never get tired of their music tho!
i love every single music their produce!!! some of them hayley write the lyric!!! awsome!! or all of them? cant remember heheh =P
even when i 1st got their concert i watch like 20 times!!! hehehe

ps: sowi la kpd2 siapa yg cik x blas ka x msg apa ka kn..heheheh bz practical la plak heheh
nnt klo de duit dan sgla2nye aku kuar smpi pengsan pn jd heheheh ^_^v

i miss u guys- mira,ika,supia,lia,liza,mash,fara,nisa,zaf,ct,wan,diana,amer n the gang n bdk klas aku laen byak sgt name! heheh =P,ohh x lpe lec2 en izham,pn irin,en rini,cik liza,cik rina,pak mad,prof...pdahal slalu gak jmpe dkt je hehe gedik2 je ni...(unisel)
-syaz,fara,faten,syahirah,shireen,shifa,lina,seha,fiza,nonie,ada,watie,fara,onah,bintang,fiqa,along,kak along...bdk2 klas km3 juga!
waduh nk taip sume aku x igt!!! O_O cpt lupe tui! sowii~~
ark my lovely cozin msg la aku oii!!! syap jak heheh

adui tringat zaman2 lama plak time2 ni heheh ^_^...indu tui O_o

ayaaa~~

2010-01-15T04:16:00.000-08:00

again im worried about future~~
man i keep having bad time...when good will come to me!!! ayaa~~
im stress enough about my final now so many stuff im in bad situasion...soon i will moved out cause my landlord are gonna let go og my rented house..i keep thingking what i will be in future? what kind of job i can gain more money? will people take me work? i will end up? ayaaa~~
i have no experince in anything...damn!
i need to go home release my tension!!
soon i will go home...home sweet home~~~ hehhehe
i miss my family~~ =D

i had great time practical it just lots of time only designing!!! my mind gonna blow out!
weeee hrap abh cpt...x sbo nk abh~~hehe =P

practical training!!!

2010-01-10T01:47:00.001-08:00

kowaiiii~~~
im so scare to go practical training...i head so many headache these days thinking about this..

it must be i've been down and frustrated about my final last sem...i keep thinking how bad am i in study..and stuff...urrghhh...the thing is my result are just great i dont know why i dont have any confidence to go my practical...ayaaa... the words that coming from my lec been hunting me since then...why i cant just forget this thing~~ usually im good in forgeting things...=P

anyway i hope im doing fine in practical and~ also for my frens outhere who are also will do practical training good luck k!!!
do ur best!!!!! owwhhh klo de yg nangis 2 jgn x cte,cte!!! hehehehe mna la tau kn..
klo de adpt alaun 2 pe lg aii...jgn lpe orng disini hehehe ^_^ blanja2 la~~

why im still in shah alam!!!???

2009-12-22T08:20:00.000-08:00

since next semester i will attend practical training and having my final..lecturer plak bt klas waduh2 sdh bgt la x dpt blik...huuuuuuu~~~~
indu pada umah la....sume orng dh blik tggl aku sorng je kt blik ni...nsb de akak kt blakang sorng...
sdh tui...
nsb art direction dh abh!!lega skit walaupun keje cm pe je... tp x tau la kan klo fail yg 2 seyez!! x dpt g practical tkut~~ =(
harap2 lpas...

pda wak2 yang sma...disebab kan duk sni lme2 ari 2 19 &20 dis de comicfiesta weee seronnye!
tggl aku n mira je..kteorng pn grak la ke sunway pg2 sbb tkut amai sgt orng..

kwaii character from pandora heart alice

mmg amai nk mati!!! so many cosplayer wahhh this is my 1st time see them in front on my own eyes!! huhuh they looking sooo good =)
love it all of them...also meet kaoru comic artis!
hope can attend again next year!!!

bad luck...=(

2009-11-11T07:48:00.001-08:00

past 3 month i been study art direction...none of my sketches was approved~ i never been so down before.... last week i feel so so so down in my life...

i heart feel so in pain cause of this.... i cant even talk about this,i dont know how to explain
i want wanna cry but crying isnt bring me anywhere
i can't do anything...my artwork so bad,so stupid,im so slow pickup
i had no idea where i am going
the only thing that i do just hurting u(myself)
pls lend me a strength to do this over...and guide me to right thing
i cant keep do this to myself..i've lost confidence in my study..
what gonna happen to me in future??

eventho im down thx to mashi giving me an advise for this, im not giving up
and also others giving me support...

Experiment...

2009-11-05T09:56:00.000-08:00

these are new artwork in photoshop..i just wanna try colour the drawing ..kinda bored
drawing without colour it...
1. this is just new 2 me to doing love between boys..its actually from my frens idea
2. for my frens about love
3. just random guy

1 will try different style,so still learning ^_^

november 1..^_^

2009-11-05T09:15:00.000-08:00

lunch at the curve with my family...

cant remember the restaurant name ..=P
the embarassing part is that i have to sing in front of my family and all the workers there!!! ohh my.. O_o malu gle kot!!!! x mau aku...pas2 dh la aku ni cpt lupe lirik mmg x igt la..tgh kabut2 2 pn lg la x leh igt lirik..slalu nyanyi pn pkai lirik misti lost haha XD

my present from my frens....actually the 1st pic was just pic no chocolate donut..
bukan nk bg dunat kedekut tul mira haha
tp sbelum 2 kne la nagn diorng mlam 2 kne blik bedak ngan telur..adui skit nya kepala ku kne telur!!! seyez skit kne 3 kali 2, x pecah2 telur..benjol kapla ku!!!
seriusly..nsb dh elok huhuh ^_^

btw thx mira,ika,sofia,lia,kak ain nagn sume la
and my parent for my birthday present

ahhh not to forget all my fren thats wish
eventho most of it from facebook =P
and also msg in hp
tq!!!!

my collectsyonnn~~~

2009-10-12T06:06:00.001-07:00

kawaiiii!!! (>_<)

sume bnde2 ni dh dpt tp bru dpt gmbo jd bru letak heheh
dpt dri en.izham heheh cumei2 solo pic..ari 2 gmbo bersma SSB =)

beberapa marker yg bru =)

hahhahah bilik ku and brang2 ku sja dh conquer blik adeh~~

my patrick!!!

leh ke x??

2009-10-12T06:00:00.000-07:00

pe ni kawan makan kwan??!!! ntah pe2 la aku x pham tui orng skang ni...
mne kwan lbh elok..dh lme ke bru knl?? dh la klo nk tikam dri belakang baek x yah berkenalan ngan aku!
skit jwa na...
pura2 kwan lg skit2 jiwa..

cube jd cmni kn elok sume kwan...tlun sme laen...hei~~

stuck in the middle of the road???!

2009-10-07T09:42:00.002-07:00

mse 2 lpas shoot cte fara kt pdang pas2 sume nk g giant...dh elok2 gembira dh beli brang2 tup..tup... mati enjin simpang nk kuar dri giant!!! mak aih plek gak ape ke hel......mse dlm kete 2 tgk sume pdam termsuk2 lmpu kete sume la...pas2 nsb baek la si nisa ni pndai dh mati enjin die ketepi...elok je cm park kt tepi...

pas2 try start enjin x dpt2 gak grak...adeh...malang na nsb ku hari ku kata..hahah XD
pas2(byak plak pas2...^_^) ika plak nk g tgk bola nagn blak dia...sian beliau dh janji2 stuck plak..msing2 pn call la spe yg leh..aku x tau nk kol spe2..tp gedik2 kol gak la mira ckp lmbt skit blik sbb kete x leh start hahahah pdahal bdk umah sume x leh bwk kete...kunci kete myvi pn kt aku...sengal la...

a)fara kol - bpaknya
b)ika kol - blaknya
c)nisa kol - ina suh bwk kete ika dtg sni
hehehhe aku kol mira x ken mengene =P

dh 2 blak ika smpi dlu die tlun la tgk2 pas2 leh plak start!!! malu deh sbb longgar bnde alah kt bateri..cik x tau sgt psl kete...(takut la plak nk blaja psl kete lpas ni!)^_^

pas2 msing2 berpecah..ika truskn g tgk bola,ina n dayah blik dlu,jd tggl ku,nisa n fara...pas2 tggu ayah fara sbb die dh onway...tup...tup..sbb dh leh start ayah die siap bg duit myak wooo!
seron...pas2 kami tgh penat pulang la pas2 pi bantai kt khulafa...elok2 tbe2 nk blik x leh plak..la pahal la ni jd blik ka???!

*nak tau sbenarnye x osak pn mlam 2 time g khulafa.dan2 upenye mse nk start kete 2 gear kt N/D---x igt =P...MMG x start la!!! malunye
upenye agaknye pnt sgt la 2 smpi lupe gear pn lpe dh nk tgk..cik pn lupe nk pi usha..igt kn pemandu maen2 ari 2..huhuhu...adui...

PENGAJARAN NA KT AKU...alang2 ambel la pengajaran la jua ye =D

new work...=)

2009-10-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

this my new artwork with colour since i only have limit colour markers..so only this colour i can use =P...i need more color =(....uwaaa how long i will get this all colour!!!
this pic is a father and his daugther...sweet...=)

add more 2 colour....=) more money gone O_o gonna bankrupt soon!

aha this all figure was given by en.izham!!! hehehe so cute!!! all SSB members got ...
mine 1 is the little one wearing yellow cloth...=)

My reunion raya 2009!

2009-09-28T11:45:00.000-07:00

ari jumaat de gathering kat umah syaz...kami dpt msg and bwk la pe2 so aku decide bwk air je la..nk bwk makann x tau nk bwk pe huhuh

aku grak nagn seha ptg 2..sbb seha x bpe sgyt ke umah syaz 2...die bt la gak sandwich
adeh x ambek gmbo plak ari 2...1st nmpak syafiq abdullah ngan ejal...tp jauh sgt mlas nk tgur huhuh
pas2 awal2 jmpe fatimah!!! uih mmbr lme sih!!!
lme gle x jmpe...terkejut ,pas2 cm biase muke fatin n fara hahhaha XDD
shireen plak x de kali nie...klo dh jmep fara x abh2 benti glak nye!!! adui skit prut aku glak nagn beliau...huhuhuh

mule pi lpas sat nagn mmbr skolah tek...pas2 g kt fatimah adeh sgan nye sbb dh lme x jmpe kn..aku sorng je plak duk nagn die..die nagn blak die n adek2 die lg la sgan...blak die frendly la gak....ima x ubah2 muke die sme je..huhuh x tau nk borak pe sbb dh lme sgt...pas2 borak pasl design(adeh! sengal la x de tjuk laen ke zam oi!!!)
tp trus kn je...sbb kteorng sme course..blak die pn sme eyh eyh upeny 1 klas..
dh 2 aku abh idea nk borak aku pi lari hahahah XD..g kt tirah..dh slam2 kne halau suh pi mkan hahhaha..g mkan sat tp x de slera sgt sbb gembira jmpe mmbr =P
pi sana pi sni..tp x se bz syaz la lg x bnti2 grak..hp pn x enti2 de je..huhuh

last2 g lpas ngan ejal..die duk sorng2 ape la jd pi la kt die borak2..pas2 ajak seha igt dh nk grak la lpas 2....borak2 sgt nagn ejal n syaz..pas2 kami grak..time2 last 2 la bncang igt sok nk g aye umah byak2...mule rncang g umah seha, aku,umah abg ejal kot ,umah zaki sume....
aku nk ajak ah leng die kn dkat je nagn umah aku huhuhuh
indu sih...lgpn die de ajak g umah cikgu shainisi ...jd skalikn je la =)

nnt smbg laen pnt menaip la plak hahahha..gmbo2 pi ayae pn sbo ye sume...kt camera lg la x transfer pn lg ^_^v

Worst day~.....

2009-09-28T11:17:00.000-07:00

ok i know this story is quite long ago..but still this year..tbe2 cm nk tulis plak ble tgk nisa(ko bt kt blog pyer pnjang n detail abh!)
nk tulis tp cm x de mood nk bt...bgg nye msh x abh..im not sure either i should write here..quite personal but still..hurt my feeling...

klo nk bce yg detail...leh la bce kt nisa nye blog...disini

1st.BGG gle!
2nd.Malu gle!
3rd.WHY!!!
4th. i still cant believe it!!!

peristiwa ni berlaku tul2 soknye nk pose so mmg x sangke yg mmbr rapt sendri bt hal...klo ye pn plih time baek..tp mmg "joke" ni x leh trima...

klo nk bt "joke" exident and msuk icu!!! of course la orng igt tul!
dh la nk pose sok...bkn pe mmg x piqi lnsung bnde ni!!
aku dh ckp dh kt parent aku...malu dowh ckp padahal maen2 je
aku dh gtau sofia sbb die on9 mlam 2..nk bgtau mira tp tkut die dh tdo..
kul bpe kul 12 lbh time ..
aku dpt msg yg kte die exident...gle pegh aku x dh haluan duk piqi pe plak lak jd dh nk dkat pose2 ni...

pas2 nisa kol..lpas bpe min aku dpt msg 2...sora die dh gtar2 aku than je supaye aku x nangis gak...malu...=P
tp sora aku agak gtar nk jwp soalan nisa..die kte die nk g hospital time 2 gak..aku nk g tp dh kul bpe aku dh x trer jlan2 ni...piqi2 dlu...pas2 mira msg kt aku yg die tau DIe exident dri sofia....die nk pg gak hosptal..aku isau dh mlam2 jd aku igt pg sok la...n doakn die x pe2 at least aku misti jmpe die....
pas2 ade dpt msg pg 2 tp aku dh tdo prasan msg 2 time aku sahor....
aku cte kt mak aku..mak pn isau pas2 die x bg aku drve sok die tkut aku pe2 plak..so bpak aku nk anta...adk aku pn tau si die msuk hospital...ble blik bilik dpt msg nisa n die

Die: mtk maaf2 sume (x igt plak ayatnye)
nisa: suh jgn g hospital sbb buang minyak sume---aku pn plek asl cm mrah

aku pn plek gle ,pe ni?????????

aku msh x sedar yg ni sume gurauan smata2 soknye msg DIe..aku still tye DIe ok ke x truk ke sume..kete cmne...

pas2 die kte trang2 sume die kte maen2..trus aku x blas x angkat pn hp..aku marah gle n malu!!
aku x tau nk bg tau mak aku yg ni maen2 je...aku malu sgt igt nk tpu..tp sokney dh la pg kubur abg...bgtau je perkara sbenar walaupun malu thap 100%!!!!

smpi skang ase kekok gle nagn DIe ...im sorry 2 say but its what i feel and i cant back my feeling...kdang2 msih x cye mmbr rapt sendri bt cm2 until now..ape motif..nk test my love 2 u??!!!! so i need more time 2 settle down...

snarnye x leh nk lupekan perkara ni sbb time die bg mmg tkut sgt sbb abg bru je pg..kalo mmbr pg...mmg sdh sgt...im not gonna said every feeling here..too personal...

PS: nisa ko tulis blog ayat ko kelakar na!!! hahahahah sengal la leh bt lwak lg...

selamat hari raya 2009

2009-09-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

di sini cik mau mengambil kesempatan utk ucapkan slamat hari raya maaf zahir batin..huuhu sdh hmpr berakhir kte berpuase...kni utk menyambut bulan syawal yang mulia utk tahun ini...yg x puase abh ponteng2 2 sdar2 la dri anda..jgn over aye..yg berbt salah time2 pose sile2 la mtk maaf....x baek tertrusan..( pe aku ckp nie) ayat tggang langgang hahahah XD...anyway...maafla kpada sesiap yg pnh trasa ngan aku ke pe ke..klo x dpt kad aye 2 ..hrap maklum la kad limited n setem n alamat pn sme..huhuh

thun ni x bpe nk aye sgt =( sbb sume mcm lari je...yg x disangke yg terjadi..so ape yg kne lalui ttp dilalui...mse x leh stop kn...everything is not in our hand is fate...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN KEPADA SEMUA DAN KELUARGA...

today~

2009-09-05T22:54:00.000-07:00

i was so boring these days..all my roomates were return 2 their home...me?? pe lg byak sgt keje kne la bt dlu kang x tenteram nk blik...x pe save for the last mggu pose nnt ngan family ^_^
bru lg nikmat kerinduan i2 ehheh...

sbb kn boring + x de idea, g menyimpang lukis2..bkn nk bt keje...=P
nmpk 2 ha a2 kt blkang x pnh2 lukisan...huhu

at same time i was searching for drew seeley(the 1 who sing as zac efron in HSM)i saw
justin bieber video..hes 1 little cute kid...ya a kid this year he a 15..dude! too young for get too into him =P..but hes cute and he good singer~ i like~~ ^_^

1st time using copic sketch marker

2009-09-03T19:27:00.000-07:00

just got scan this pic ^_^(better view =)

my 1st attempt to use colour...its hard! but i will try my best to improve my colouring
the weird thing when i choose those colour i thought too dark!
when i play around with the colour,its turn out ok...huh~~~

only for this colour i spent rm 70!!!
gosh! but i like it the colour is worth to me ^_^
ahh yg air 2 smlam nye ye..aku pose tau!

ke kinokuniya-->ke midvalley-->the garden O_o

2009-09-03T06:28:00.000-07:00

it was tired like hell!!!
Pagi 2(x de la pg sgt dlm kul 11) grak ngan skali ngan mira,ika
ke KL central dri padang jawo'----
leh plak onway ke KTM pdang jawa de pakcik teksi 2 meleter psl kaum x senon igt spe
nak jugde orng cm die perfect sgt je...hei i2 la orng melayu(x baek la klo g2)
gado bsar2 kang retak malaysia kte 1 malaysia kn...hehe =)
pas2 msuk politik plak mak---duh! pakcik kami student! x yah la leter pnjg psl politik oi!

gmbo kt KTM padang jawa...
1st time naek kt sni slalu kt KJ je... =P

bersma mira,ika,supia menunggu train yg x smpi2..peluh2 abh 2...hehehe
dlam train bhan ika sbb die x duk sbelah pakcik sdg tdo mhal 2 shot 2...mne pi gmbo 2 x igt letak mne hehe ^_^
lepas 2 dh smpi kt Kl central pisah la kami ber 3,supia ngan aku,mira ke ou( pe lg tgk ss01 die la)
ika blik umah die..msing path laen2...

pe lg I nak pi beli marker colour aku la( copic sketch marker)!!! mule2 pi kt kinokuniya tgk bpak skit dienye marker 2..nak sgt gak g la tmpt yg disyor kn oleh toounit(deviantart) *ske gle artwork die!!! love at 1st sight la kte kn dlm artwork die!
tmpt 2 igt kn dlm mid upenye slap kt the garden sbelah midvalley! sian supia dh la pose ikut gak la kehendak aku ni..tp nk sgt x than!
tp x pe alah sup dh de ngan mag die kn hehehe ske la 2 ngan laki2 die 2 ^_^v
dh smpi ambek ko ha!!! 2 gmbo atas 2 gmbo yg available kt kdai 2!! superb!!
nnt nk jd member la next time dtg..heheh
tp harga marker die pergh!!! lg bankrupt aku 1=rm 14.50 asenye..O_o so beli yg slalu gune je..laen beli kt master art je la

bersama sup mengambil gmbo suasana perkmpungan kt midvalley..ai biase la nk aye dh kn ehehe...

ni gmbo anak sdra lia Zahara(bdak uma swa) cumei bgat!! ish2 ambut die sejibik ngan akak sdra nye hahahh XD cumei na..sje letak sbb tulun die transfer gmbo =)...de sorng lg snarnye zahirah..lbh kurang je tp kck lg...

uwaarghhh penat gle la ari nie ..sampi sni je ..x lrat igt nk rehat2~~ nk charge body smpi 100% energy..eh2 cm mafia wars plak de energy ^_^

in class september 2~

2009-09-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

dlm kelas ari ni sambung keje ari 2 trace surat khabar...tgk 2 ha ameer smangat na...ari nie mood die senget skit haha XD...bersma shera,mash n fara melayan bdk 2 huhu---jgn touching ye ameer huhu~

pas2 mlam g bka sme2 ngan bdk2 klas kt wak dol kopitiam...service hatui! mkan ok la kot...harga agak mhal =(

pas2 bt blaja psl 3D...blaja2 psl angle...funny na bdk2 yg kene divolunteer huhu..=) nsb x kene...hehe

bergmbo sbelum klas 3D start(sempat lg ye..=o)

my passion 2 drawing~~

2009-09-01T06:28:00.000-07:00

adeh sjak akhir2 ni nak melukis je tp malangnye pen& marker de nie je..nak colour utk skin pn x lepas...2 colour warna pokok leh la kot..huhu mhal owh marker ni 1 prismacolor dh la rm7.50 mati cik nak beli utk puluh colour...>=o

kalo la de dpt dri spe2 atau dh kaya dpt la cik beli huhuh...cmne la bdk2 yg x de gaji lg dh leh beli sume ni...huhu lpe parent kan de...tp nk mtk utk byak2 segan la gak...bkn snang2 leh dpt duit =(

arghhh!!! i need those colour!!

my blog???

2009-08-31T22:31:00.001-07:00

i just started and total blank dont know what 2 write...adeh~~ nk tulis pe nie amai na orang bt blog skang..bt jua la kang ketinggalan zaman la plak..klo de mse bt je la...ehe ^_^

ughhhh x tau la! nnt la...
dgn kje x siap2 keje advertisement & art direction..idea x kuar lec grang nk mati!!! lec yg x penah puas ngan keje student gle ke pe....O_o

ni ha keje pn.eli mak aih x grak2 pening sih....eyh de gak aku nk tulis nie ye ehe...