doubting myself

since the degree show is getting near im keep doubting myself whether what i want to do in the future... i might imagine things what will i do but it doesnt mean that i can actually reach if i just wait until it's come.. i need to take initiative to archive what i dream of...  

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hmmmm....

the clock are ticking and i still cant do the decision...

im just being foolish of myself keep pushing things because of my ego! =.="