My Mirror

After a long busy life, go study in university, interning, working and marriage life, then have kids, what was the next journey?

I use to have my path in order what I want to do and what will I do. I stop... i stop looking in the mirror, i stop thinking about my self.. stop thinking about my future. 

My responsible on my self was neglected because I wanted to be best for people around me. Restless day that i thought i was doing the best and of course sometimes wanted my own time. So i take that my own time and neglected my surrounding, and there was the crack starting appear.

Unfortunately the crack scattered and scratch my own mirror and it feels impossible to fix my mirror.

Depression, sad, cry, broke, and name all the negative feeling that coming. Trying to make my self busy and think what can i do to pick the pieces and glue it, it might be imperfect.